Friday, December 31, 2010

the 365th day of 2010.

this year seems to have passed by even quicker than the year before.

done with my first year of university, did countless assignments in which most of them are completed in groups, procrastinated as usual, tried to be more hardworking and not burn the midnight oil but failed, got even closer to Uni friends after going through many different experiences, i can say i understand each of them better now, joined a club for the first time in Sunway;

had a sour time bidding farewell to the friends who've left overseas, when pei ying told me she probably wouldn't be back in 3 years' time i really hope that wasn't the truth, miss her around a lot; 

in this year also i had my first experience teaching orphans and visiting a special children home, and i do feel more appreciative of everything i have, remember how i felt quite emo after coming home from the visit to the special children home, it's a kind of weird feeling i get, i wonder how they actually feel deep down inside? how their family members can still be so tough? do they ever feel jealous of normal people like us or do they not realise that they're special? still remember a sister of one of the children there said to me "还好我和我姐姐不是像他这样的...", pointing to her younger brother who's already 14 but has difficultly talking and walking, so he always needs someone to take care of him; 

in this year, i've learned to love every moment in life more than before.


happy new year! :) 

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Hachiko A Dog's Story.

haven't been writing here in such a long long time..

my sister has actually been asking me to watch it for some time already since she downloaded it, then today i saw its poster at midvalley, and then again so coincidentally huei-wen happened to just watched it too.

if anyone ever feels like crying, i think hachiko's one good movie for tears.

can be considered as one of the movies i cried most, seriously. although i never never thought so when i first heard about it from my younger sister, thought it's just a story about a loyal dog, how touching could it be?

still remember she was telling me hachiko made her cry until she almost couldn't breathe. i kinda agree with her now. the scenes where hachi continued to wait for this master's return without knowing he'll never appear at the train station at 5pm anymore were just so....tears-triggering. 


gosh, time really flies... we're left with only 3 days in 2010! okay, should really start blogging about holidays or else i'm not gonna be able to remember everything. time to sleep with swollen eyes x) 

Monday, December 13, 2010

you must be fine.

at times like this, i really want to believe in the law of attraction. this is not the first time, i have faith in you that you can make it through, just like how you did previously. stay strong.

Friday, December 10, 2010

christmas deco at one u ;)

looks a lot like a skating rink to me :D

:) :)

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Tangled.

the long awaited day is finally here, exams are finally over! i was actually so eager for this day to come but now that it's here i kinda don't feel the thrill as much as i thought i would, there is still something stuck somewhere. of all things, the first thing that came to my mind once i woke up this morning was MA! -.- 

i really tried not to think about it anymore, it just doesn't work. it's really worser than the worst... worst post-exam feeling that's it. i usually get over not doing good in exams pretty fast. this time even my mom could tell there's something wrong with me, so i told her not to expect anything, seriously i am too afraid to think about it myself. 

but as for now, nothing can be undone already, which also means there's no point regretting whatsoever. *applies su ann's positive thinking!*


moving away from the dark side... it was such a relief to see huei-wen & jyy yee and also bumping into jia min & audrey TAN (not any other audrey alright) although i was kinda half-asleep-half-awake from the sleep deprive. tried the sourest ice cream on earth, and saw the handsomest cartoon character ever x) i personally find it very very nice:) there were parts that were funny, cute and touching, great combination. can't believe i googled so many pictures of it heh.


the camelion's super cute :D


the horse that acts like a human x)

aah the glowing lanterns~ so beautiful....



when will the results be out?? it's going to be another day i long to come sooner @@

Monday, December 6, 2010

back from Frasers, done with FOB, one more to go!

what's with packing the FOB file and kurtz + daft textbooks to frasers when i only studied one chapter when i was up there. everyone tried to constantly make me feel guilty for not studying but i still failed. i am very tempted to blame the freezing cold weather that distracted me from studying, but i'm not sure if that's really the case. though it's really freezing cold at night and in the morning! guess that's how heyherng came out with the name freezer for frasers xD

every action we take comes with a consequence we have to bear. and mine all came to me yesterday! 

left frasers at 10am but only reached home at around 2pm thanks to 3 consecutive road blocks at the rawang area, i wonder what the police were up to that caused such a bad jam. 

so yesterday, when i started counting the number of chapters left to study, and the number of hours left before the paper if i only sleep for two/three hours, even that itself, i had very little time for each chapter. and i felt the the deadness there and then, literally heart beat increase in the study room, keep taking deep breathes to calm myself. 

but i was really sleepy yesterday cause of the not very nice sleep at frasers with too many mosquitoes disturbing and the car ride down the hill that was totally nauseating @@   

slept from 12.40am to 1am, and from 3.30am to  6.15am (which was supposedly 5am, but i turned off the alarm without realising) so until this morning itself i was left with B2B B2C and product life cycle. what i wanna say is just i am so so so so glad the questions that came out were what i studied enough.

other than the cost (sacrificed sleep and lack of preparation), frasers was a whole lot of laughter in the car in the house and everywhere :D 

and just got to know that the house we stayed in has been there for more than a hundred years! well-maintained building i have to say. 

♥ theee family i cannot live without 

MA is the bomb :/ time to study!

Friday, December 3, 2010

Life's like a dream,


we can't fully take control of what's going to happen and what not to happen.
by the end of the day, 
we feel grateful for the good things, 
and move on to yet another part of it.


I was thinking about you 
Thinking bout me 
Thinkin bout us  
What we gunna be? 
Open my eyes, 
it was only just a dream... 

this is so so so so so so nice, seriously.


happy, because of all the people around me & everything that's happening :)


Thursday, December 2, 2010

and two more to go!

already feeling kinda excited to finish up the last two papers somehow. been sleeping at the oddest hours again to study, mind is totally information overloaded and eyes very dry, so even when i'm conscious i feel blur too.

but anyways, at least i'm done with three papers wooh! shan't comment on any of them, i just hope nothing went wrong *prays hard*

su ann and hur beng's birthday tomorrow so we had an early celebration today, simple lunch at T-Bowl, that bathroom concept restaurant in Pyramid. they have a somewhat foamy mushroom soup @@ out of everything, the ice cream's ze best. everything else tasted just almost as exotic as the deco heh.


arlo! ^^

hehe :)


must do better, like muuuuch better for MA this time! >_<

hello Frasers! :D please i just need a comfy table and chair and a quiet environment for me to study x) and please not be too cold up there, it was freezing cold during B&F today yikes.

feeling happay for no apparent reason :D and these days, i really feel extra blessed to have a sister like that, who never fails to make me laugh when i feel like a nerding zombie :) sayang you.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Every time i'm here,

it means i've zoned out from studying.

and i dislike how i have such short concentration span when it comes to studying.

it was only after i flipped through all the pages i need to study for B&F at one go, i realised if i don't study enough now, i'll be dead studying by the day before the exam.

exams are going to be over very very soon, please study like mad now, i don't want to regret not putting in enough effort only after it's over with. sm, STUDY!!

Monday, November 22, 2010

We need to talk ;)

a random piece of artwork :D

 naaah, it's actually just really annoying when new highlighters are too inky! 

there'll be this blob of ink at the end of every line you highlight, and it just gets even more annoying when it's smeared over the page.

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  my sister's favourite kitty cat behind the street. 

i have to admit, those EYES are irresistible!

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it all started from a "let's talk about our inner feelings..." and two hours of my studying time got devoted to that talk with my younger sister.  we should really continue with it after my exams:)

Sunday, November 21, 2010

can't wait till the 8th.....

every time, without fail, there'll come this point where my mind wanders off thinking about the things i want to do after the exams...

i wish the times i panic come more often, or else i really don't think i can finish what i plan to finish.


please, stay focus.  

Friday, November 19, 2010

oh i don't know why but today's such a good day :D

not so much in terms of studying though, cause my progress is still a little slow. got to keep reminding myself there's really not much time left so i'll get scared and study faster!

but this morning itself the reply to a message i wrote to my brother last night made me laugh so much, and papa's reply to the both of us was so cute too! how can i not love them...

then i went online to check if there's anything new on elearn and started chatting with su ann she made me so high all of a sudden. can literally feel the high-ness in me throughout the conversation and i was a lot more awake after that :D

then went to study MA and out of no where i started thinking about qing xian, wondering when exactly will she leave for dubai and when does she stop teaching.... until suddenly i heard my phone ring while i was replying nabilah's msg, and at that moment i so didn't expect that msg to be from qing xian. who knows it was really her! so coincidental okay!

and this incident of thinking about someone and receiving the msg from the same person i'm thinking about didn't only happen just once today! it just just just happened again before i came to type this. this time i was thinking about huei-wen cause i was still waiting for her reply, and there came her reply! so so so happy for her and everything's just going the happy way today! :D


but but but, the time isn't slowing down so MUST NOT WASTE TIME! :D

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Somewhere only we know

sometimes when i start thinking about the things that i know are going to happen in the future, i get quite scared.


every time i read on the case Donoghue v Stevenson, two things never fail to appear in my mind: 

#1 the image of the decomposed snail falling out of the bottle, saying "HARLO!", like how Mr Paul gestured it the other day. very very funny. i'm definitely going to miss his lectures! 

#2 the picture of Mrs Donoghue's face turning green after drinking the ginger beer with the decomposed snail floating in it for dunno-how-long! *pukes* this case is very very gross @@


a secret from doing a facebook quiz: i'm 40 years old on the inside! T_T i'm still thinking it's due to the favourite eye colour Q which i picked GREY *self comfort*

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

When you're feeling good,

everything around you becomes so much more livelier.

even my dreams follow to be insanely funny x)


study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study :D

Monday, November 15, 2010

Time for some intense studying.

Business Law assignment, i'm glad it's finally done! fullstop. the final assignment for semester 3.

just arranged my crazily messy lectures notes, tutorial questions and other random pieces of papers which will somehow be useful into 5 files, one for each of these - business law, accounting information systems, management accounting, banking and finance, foundations of business.

and i'm so happy i now have two new highlighters to pep up my entire studying time, bought two extra blue pens for the exams too. now, all is left to be done, is to transfer everything i need to know into my brain, or even better, heart.

it's time to quarantine myself, four more weeks before i get my normal life back. good luck to all my friends too... we know we can do it.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Never take things for granted...

it is as if when i know that very something or someone will never ever leave me no matter what, i tend to be a little less careful with it, less careful than how i would have treated it if i knew it was something or someone i might lose.

a similar idea being expressed using different words or actions may seem very different altogether. choose the better way, it makes things a lot easier. :)

some people are just so positively charged, merely hearing from them can elevate my mood so so much! :D

there are times i think too much about certain things before it even happens, and when it really happens, it turns out to be different most of the time. i should quit that habit.

then there are also times i really intend to bring out something but fail miserably because others saw it the other way round; of course, times when i do not intend at all but was thought to have intended happens too. very very very rare though.


above all, my favourite moments are those when i feel happy, without really knowing why i feel so. when it's all coming from within, naturally.


(Y) If I Die Young, by The Band Perry.
a random song i heard my sister listening to, don't understand why it's given such a sad-case title. but i like it.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

PHEW~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay i think i can be the happiest person for today!!!!!!!!! :D

it's not meeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!



now there are actually a few really good things behind this whole scary email which terrified me for the entire night and i even forgot to bring my MA file today... eesh but neh mnd i is feeling really relief now!

so #1 i got to experience something similar to what huei-wen felt, and now i know how terrible that feeling is, my hands were actually shaking a little bit yesterday night :S will channel all my luck to you on friday! no worries k! :)

#2 results is so damn freaking frucking (inside joke with my sisters! i'm not vulgar okayyyy!) important to me!!!! not so much about having to re-sit or whatsoever, i think i'm just too afraid to disappoint my parents! seriously, for the whole yesterday night i've been thinking how bad it'll be if it was true and if i had to tell them the truth myself.

#3 i know the best reason to be blamed if i happened to not do well will be my problem of studying too last minute! and final exam's coming in about 18 days time! more than 2 but less than 3 weeks to go!! 

#4 thank youuuu for all the little things you did to cheer me up... it helped :)


bye library! :D

:/

oh no, i'm really really really really worried now. is it really not me? or is it really me? so what if it's really me? each time i read the email, i can feel my heart beating faster. this is really scary, somehow it is always true that talking about something is a lot easier than actually having to experience it. chill siew ming chill, think of the worst-case scenario. it's not thaaaaaat bad right? actually it's quite bad. not very bad but quite bad. all these sound so familiar suddenly! honestly those comforting words really made me feel much better but now everything's scary again.

here comes another situation where i wish tomorrow can come sooner. oh gosh >_<


There can be miracles, when you believe,
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill,
Who knows what miracles you can achieve,
When you believe, somehow you will,


You will when you believe.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

What's done, is done.

just like words that have been said, they can never be taken back. there will be times i regret doing certain things and wonder, if the same situation were to repeat itself, i wouldn't have treated it the same way i did. and things would probably continue to happen differently altogether. perhaps better. 

but in fact, everything in life only accumulates because they don't exactly get demolished like what many parts in Sunway's currently undergoing. speaking of which, i never knew what they did to LT5 until today when i went to the class right opposite it, NW-4-2. 

i have to admit it wasn't at all a pleasant sight, quite freeeeaky actually! with the sign board hanging from the ceiling swaying from one side to the other whenever the wind gushes through the corridor, then you hear that occasional drilling sound from another part of the building undergoing renovation...



it's all empty now! :0 btw, i can't wait for them to complete all the projects that have been planned for, please be faster so at least i get to use them before i leave. already quite excited to try out the new canopy walk that connects us to Sunway Pyramid x)



other than the attendance, which was kinda expected, committee installation today was pretty good. it was fun meeting all the different people, some are shy, some really outspoken, some very enthusiastic, some have interests and skills that are not corresponding which makes it harder for them to pick the one department that best fits them, some are probably still confused i cannot guess what's in his mind... well there was this guy who really really reminded me of Chee Hung! as in the way he responded to our questions. "so... any feedback? how do you feel about today's meeting?" "err, okay okay la... i think it's okay la.."  the typical chee hung style haha!


hmm and i think i need to find more confidence in myself when i speak. the core committee members are really easy-going though. "there's something wrong with the way i walk, the sole of my shoe became more haus on one side... what's haus called in English?" "thirsty!" "LOL" 

left at 6.30pm but only reached home an hour later, can't imagine how the working people endure the jam everyday when they're already so tired from one whole day of work.



if it's either you make or break... you're so gonna make it! :) 

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Another friend turned 19..

had a simple belated birthday celebration for Bubu today, there wasn't really any plan since everyone's so caught up with assignments. other than the cake and presents we prepared, everything else was spontaneous. i hope the spontaneousness worked out as a new form of surprise :)


smile, it's free (quoting from eugene's dp)

through all the emo times and stressful periods, by the end of the day, the happy moments and those fond memories still prevail. and by now, i truly know that these people have officially been added to my list of people-i-can't-live-without

from how i first felt so alone in the entirely new college environment, to how i got to know them better and experience how the friendship bloom from there... every stage in this process means something to me. 


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on a random note, my younger sister can sometimes be so annoying i feel like smacking her, but thankfully she's so lovable most of the time, every little thing she does seems so cute to me, i feel so the extremely blessed to have her as my sister, and also to be her elder sister.

Here's a conversation i want to remember:

*after wrapping eugene's present with colour papers, i ran out of proper wrapping paper :/*
sis: "the wrapper looks so plain, can i decorate it for you?"
me: "how?"
sis: "draw some patterns on it with crayon.."
me: "CRAYON? cannot!! you use highlighters okay la"
sis: "orh, i draw smileys.."
me: "okayy, but if you ruin it, who's fault is it? you wrap back the exact same thing for me ar"
sis: "your fault" 
*starts drawing the first smiley and i thought it looked pretty good*
*after she's done with the rows of smiley faces*
me: "ehh, quite nice wor"
sis: "can i add hair for them?"
me: "with what..?"
sis: "black marker.."
me: "yerr black colour so obvious, better not.."
sis: "why you deprive them of their rights to grow hair?"
me: "okay okay, let them grow hair la.." *seriously LOL!*


hence, the end-product xD



you're the best ©

Saturday, November 6, 2010

A long day at Pyramid

yesterday almost my whole family except my brother followed me to pyramid since i'm going there for a meeting with the SIFE members and they haven't been there for a while already.

the meeting at McD started at 11am, now things are getting clearer. came out with a few rough drafts for the future projects, the number of subcommittees we need, the people to contact, rooms to be booked (didn't know the maintenance department of Sunway is so troublesome to deal with until i heard the stories from those who experienced the procedure), and also a few plans for the upcoming meetings. currently in need of more members! we can be way better than 50!


after that i rejoined my family for lunch at a Taiwanese restaurant, i'm not sure of the name.

© mommy & daddy :D

the menu

elder sister told us to imitate the owls behind xD

© sisters :)




okayy i know the dessert on the right looks very unappetizing! don't judge a dessert by its look xD for people who like peanut it's quite nice :)


dearest mom and cutest younger sis ©

table 11 - a very special number to my elder sis :)


later on, we continued to walk and shop around until around 8.30pm everyone's so tired already.

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spent the rest of the night with qing xian and mosquitoes by the swimming pool :) then it started to drizzle a bit so we took along the stuff and moved, walked a few steps and the rain seemed to have stopped already, so we went back, and the drizzle came back shortly after that. but since the sheltered places were very dark, we just stayed at where we were with the occasional droplets of rain.

had a really good chat with her until 12am. and ohmygosh standard one and two kids are still soooooo adorable!! nothing is the same as that kind of 童真 they have.

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what really is the dream i want to achieve in life?              hmm...

Thursday, November 4, 2010

A sombre dream.

this is the second time a car park appears as the setting in my dream. and the dream was just equally way suckier! although it was all a dream, but everything that happened in the dream felt exactly like it's really happening. glad i actually told it out to the person who's involved in the dream, so as people say, after telling it out it won't happen :) dreams like this where people who are very important to me vanishes (don't feel like using the word :/) can be quite disturbing.


doubts doubts doubts, intention intention intention, considerations considerations considerations

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Read it, twice.

i realised i'm always writing about yesterday when it's a little past 12am, i'll then change the date and time so that i can still write it as today when it's actually not today anymore. confusing but yeaa i think i'm doing it again today.


so today i spent my journey back home from uni looking out the car window, admiring the blue blue sky and the irregularly-shaped fluffy white clouds. and i find it breathtakingly beautiful! especially where the sun is shining and as the sunlight penetrates through the thick layer of clouds, it didn't even look like it belonged to the earth. totally gave me that so near yet so far feel~

once i reached home, i took a few pictures of the sky although it wasn't in its best state today. and unfortunately the sky i was looking at when i was in the car was much prettier than what i saw from my house.

the clouds are so big and puffy ~

as i was viewing the pictures from the computer, the shape of the clouds tempted me to add stick people on it :D seven of them lol.

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 xD

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woosh my younger sister's final exams are officially over! she can now leave the "study study study" team and play all she wants. nevermind, my holidays are coming real soon too. which also means there's not much time left to finals = should start doing revision already! 

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just when i thought everything's settled and over with, new complications arise. really wish to have the ability to read people's minds! adding on to that is business law assignment. the sentences they use are so lack of fullstop, i have to read at least twice to understand what i'm reading. so the amount of time spent on researching would be times two the usual time. 

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the happiest thing that happened today other than all the ching chong nip nong nong ngek ngek ngek has got to be the new friend request in facebook! i have tried searching for her, but to no avail cause she now has an english name i didn't know of. and this girl i'm talking about is my Standard One best friend! and i was only in the same class as her in standard one so we kinda totally lost contact with each other ever since. 

hence, i was REALLY happy straight away confirmed friend request! she sat next to me when we were in 1M and i still remember we used to always arrange our pencil cases side by side during classes, we put our bags between both of our chairs, then the pencil and eraser also has its own position, everything's just very organised x)

i can really call her a long-lost friend :)

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i think this little beetle has lost its way home, and it's flying all around the place in my house now, gots ta be careful of beetle attack! 

i hope you can return to your family soon...

life is kinda confusing at the moment.

Monday, November 1, 2010

A sleepy day zzz

reached foyer at 10.15am today (out of 5 group meetings i think i'm only really punctual for 1, bad bad bad) but my eyes felt quite bengkak although i wasn't that sleepy. no i didn't cry last night also. and the stress level is really building up now, seriously quite a lot to study. still need to finish up business law assignment for now, then.... time to endure tough love. so many class replacements going on i need to always check my calender x) i think i was kinda quiet today, didn't feel good cause it just didn't feel right.

hmm... second SIFE meeting this coming friday, with one representative from SIFE Malaysia joining us. and before that i'm supposed to come out with what i'm expecting from my subcommittees, roughly how the marketing department is going to run and some ideas for the projects if i have any, must think think of some. one of the files attached in the email is this team handbook which i think will be quite useful... :) 





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is it really easy to love without condition, to talk without intention, to give without reason and to care without expectation? 


Sunday, October 31, 2010

:D

it was so funny today when my younger sister and i were both taking a nap. she was still awake when i already fell asleep, so basically i didn't know what happened after that until i suddenly woke up again cause she was laughing at me. and the reason why she was laughing was because i was smiling in my dream. the moment i woke up i actually went from smiling in my dreams to laughing in reality. it's really a very strange feeling and it feels so weird now when i think back about it. she asked me, "what... you dreamed that you found treasure is it?" no, not that i was having the best dream ever or what. from what i remembered, i was sitting at a table, making fun of my elder sister or something like that. eeesh i wish i still remember what exactly we were talking about in my dream. so hilarious until can laugh like that.

after all, it's not always i actually smile in my dreams. :)

Saturday, October 30, 2010

H.A. missing huei-wen!

after what seems soooo long, i finally saw Cali today!! cannot express how happy i felt i almost couldn't speak properly. probably cause i haven't seen her in 3 months and we don't chat on msn that often. she's this very important friend to me who's been helping me too much with everything since form one and everything just feels so right when she's around. :) but the high percentage of her leaving next year is definitely going to be something that will linger in my mind until everything's confirmed.

just to remind myself: i still owe Cali RM12! and i hope to return you the money soon so i'll get to see you again :D

my best tubby elmo + bee shield. © 

and although not as long as 3 months, it was still as awesome on the inside to see Jyy Yee again! :) heard a lot of interesting stories from the both of them... there are really many types of different people, and the combination of these various personalities is filling this little world with so much of dramas. 

seriously, anything can happen! 

talking about painting the school, rushing like choo choo train to copy komsas notes, krs and the gossips here and there was very syok. it's like reliving the old times you know xD
        
the one whom i can talk to until 2am :) ©

next time be sure we choose a day huei-wen can join too!! anyways, for now should motivate her to study like mad first! then only we play :)


somehow time seemed to pass extra fast today, without realising it's time we byebye again while i stayed cause mommy & chair were shopping at one u too. so i continued walking around with them... and i discovered that i can get quite crazy over items that are pink in colour :D 

oh, this is the Halloween themed decoration there.. quite nice with the red candles and roses around. and there were four people dressed up in freaky costumes to add on to the Halloween atmosphere, so my sister sampat sampat asked me to take pictures with them. 



heard one guy asking this "ghost", "eh, where to get this costume ar?" haha can communicate with them somemore xD


but they're all really good at putting on that scary face that gives you the creeps! like those in the indoor haunted house at Genting! super scary i can never forget! if it was me under the costume i think i would be laughing non stop already.


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this morning my brother saw two dogs chasing the stray cats behind my house and the cats ended up with jelly legs after that. it sounded so funny to me he said when they walked the legs were like wobbly and shaky. but my younger sister was quite worried cause she hasn't seen one of her favourite cats since this morning's incident. hmm i believe the cat knows how to hide, don't worry!


Friday, October 29, 2010

No electricity... again!

i might have gotten a heart attack if what happened yesterday actually choose to happen on the day before yesterday instead. 

the Telekom people were fixing some electric stuff at my area so there was a total of five power failures in one or maybe two days! first one was yesterday afternoon when i was not home, then another time during dinner, twice at night and the last time this morning around 6am! 

it was around 9.30pm when i was using the computer i felt the light behind me becoming dimmer for a second, and that happened a couple of times before the electricity totally went off. i actually thought there was something wrong with the light.

but luckily it came back pretty soon. then who knows at around 11pm blackout again! and this time it lasted longer... so my poor younger sister just gave up studying her chemistry and went to bed first. maybe it's like a punishment for us who study last minute?? 

still remember last time when i was last minute studying add maths, the electricity just suddenly failed on me! went to sleep too but couldn't really sleep feeling so unprepared zzz. 

and yesterday my sister was only at chapter 6 around 11pm. there're still chapter 7 8 9 to go! but i think i was more nervous than her!! she went to sleep after setting the alarm to 4am. when i asked her if she was nervous, she asked if i could fan her... zha dou! 


anyways i now feel super the extremely absolutely the completely incredibly GRATEFUL that it didn't happen the day before yesterday! because if it did, my MA would be soooo dead. not that it's very good also though,  19 markssssss T_T shouldn't think about it anymore until the paper comes back. 


someone told me this when the lights were out "enjoy the darkness, enjoy the surrounding, relax and calm your mind.. your world will still be colourful without the light.."; and i saw two of my neighbours driving out; one of the maids told my dad "sana masih ada api..." xD


suddenly thought this pen might be very useful for me if there happens to be no electricity again when i'm studying last minute... 


instead of darkness, my sister drew me something very cute to accompany me when i was still studying until very late last last night. i love her so much :)


and she added a face to the egg on my test pad too! all the heart-shaped noses inspired by Happy Tree Friends xD 


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the other day she was so happy cause she found this old cartoon she used to watch - Jellabies. she used to purposely wake me up in the morning to watch this with her. used to watch so many nice cartoons together last time! :D this was not one of my favourites though. 



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ohyaa and she showed me pictures from the Nikon's Small World Photomicrography Competition. some of them that i find pretty interesting... 

Echinaster brasiliensis (starfish) embryo, four cell stage (60x)

Trout alevin (larva) (10x)

Paramecium caudatum fed with Congo red-stained yeast, living specimen (600x)

Ichneumon wasp compound eye and antenna base (40x)

Snowflake (16x)

Snowcrystal (snowflake) (40x)

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two more weeks to submission of Business Law assignment, about four more weeks to finals!