Thursday, February 28, 2013

slowly slipping away from my hands... 

Sunday, February 24, 2013

A little message to you

the last time we spoke was almost a month ago. and even that it was an extremely short conversation cuz i really didn't have the courage to continue on. don't you ever wonder how i'm doing anymore? why when i asked how're you, you didn't even bother asking me the same? is our friendship worth only that two words of reply? it's been a month but i still think about it. i still feel sad about it. can't help wondering why it all became like this. anyways, there's no use of me wondering about these to myself. hoping for this one day i'll get to talk to you in person nicely again to rekindle the closeness we once had. i really miss you. 

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

a dream come true for you... finally. :') you're off to reach out for your dream. all these years we worked so hard stressed so much over exams and more exams, and this one craziest exam for you.. can you believe it? it's all happening now, coming true like what we hoped for so badly. from the bottom of my heart, i'm so so so proud of you. so so so happy for you about the outcome. so out of words suddenly. i think of how's life there going to be for you in the near future, how i've to get used to not having you just 5 minutes away. think of how much i'm going to miss all the time we spent together, and miss everything about you. my heart feels so heavy suddenly. too much about you for me to miss. saying goodbye was never easy, what more with you. 

Monday, February 18, 2013

can i let fate decide? 

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

so painful.. but i finally know why.