and so...i didn't. been thinking more than twice before everything i do lately, it feels a little weird though. not that i really want to be like that, but i don't know why i'm finding it hard to express myself sometimes. that contradicting feeling within when i know i'm actually so so so eager to say something, but it all just dies off when i end up holding them all back. worried that i might say the wrong thing, imply the wrong meaning, mess up things i never ever wanted to.
new semester's starting so soon... somehow i'm really looking forward to it...
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