above and beyond.

i finally know how it feels like. and to realise how it has changed me to be a little less of myself. most of the time i would find myself drowning into that big pool of thoughts instead of doing what i'm supposed to be doing. yesterday night i felt tears rolling down my cheeks before my mind could process that i was feeling sad. but i was so tired i didn't know when i fell asleep. the only thing i remember was having this strange nightmare which was partly from something that has really happened before. i guess the reason why i'm so affected by it is because it still matters a lot to me.

*just read it somewhere and thought it's pretty meaningful. 

我们执着什么，往往就会被什么所骗;我们执着谁，常常就会被谁所伤害。所以我们要学会放下，凡事看淡一些，不牵挂，不计较，是是非非无所谓。无论失去什么，都不要失去好心情。把握住自己的心，让心境清净，洁白，安静。

放下不等于放弃，执着不等于坚持。