This Is Reeeeeally Late.

First of all, spm is over. so, yay :D there would be no spm for me in the future! never again!! it took me a day or two to accept the fact that i do not have to bathe and eat so quickly just to be able to get back to the book right away, how insane. but that was all i could do in order to finish the entire syllabus in erm... 1 day, 24 hours or less (too bad, i'm no vampire, i neeeed sleep)

oh well, before spm actually started i had so many plans ahead, for example, to at least blog more often :) heh and obviously i failed in that. but to look on the bright side, most of the other plans are going on just fine. seriously, it feels oh-so-great to spend time leisurely with friends and family, especially after the 3 long weeks of spm that made me a total readreadread robot. now that it's over, i have resumed my life, my old happy normal life. perfect! besides the brain damage it caused, spm amazingly made me realise how much i treasure the people around me and everything i'm going through :)

Ador is the name!

and i got a bunny! it's getting cuter and cuter day by day, can't take my eyes off it!!!

ADOR!!! and the nose!!! with the unseen ears X) sniff sniff!!!

you made my day :)

Ador sleeping in its food bowl X) naughty naughty~

wee... you gots ta see it with your own eyes! it's MUCH much MUCH cuter in real life :D i'll upload some cuter pictures after i get 'em. probably after the ish! trial exams... i gots ta refrain myself from the computer, at least for now ._.

22nd of August.

i knew, 22nd of August's my birthday,
i knew, i was feeling happy,
i knew, i was going to get a cake,
i knew, my friends do care about me because i received their lovely b'day wishes at 12am,
i knew, the trial exams are waiting for me...
i knew, i was supposed to be studying hard but i just couldn't (it's my b'day! how cld i?),
i knew, today's going to be special because it's my birthday :)
i knew it all.
but that's merely what i thought and i was terribly wrong! wrong wrong wrong....

who knows they would appear just before my eyes when i was actually at home???
i expected nothing at all!
but what i got was EVERYTHING!
to have a bunch of dear dear friends celebrating my 17th birthday with me,
to hear them sing the merry b'day song while i watched the candles burn,
to cut my b'day cake that says "love you forever Siew Ming" with them standing around,
to eat domino's pizza together while drinking coke,
to slowly untie the beautiful ribbon around my present,
to spend time playing mafia with them, accusing, lying and killing each other,
these are what made the day oh-so-special!
i've got my biggest surprise ever... never so surprised!
THANK YOU so much! thanks for making my 17th b'day such a memorable one :)

Every picture tells a story....

the people and the cake + the present! :)

the people and the pizzas :D

the people and the O-kays! ;D

the people and our randomness! X)

i never felt this happy before :D thanks again...

you know what?

my worst nightmare used to be those big buzzing beeeeeeeeesss. yes, they scare the wits out of me.

not these ones though X) haha

but right now, i realised my biggest fear is actually to see everyone else in the class bury their heads in such thick revision books when i'm already contented just because i finally revised two chapters of biology. i certainly want to get good grades in my exams but what am i doing T.T

by the way, it's 08.08.08... 2008 beijing olympics is here :)

the adorable mascots

:D

If only...

let me continue here,
If only school days are always like today, i wouldn't mind attending school even on weekends!
*not exactly* but i would definitely love to wake up as early as 6am for school :)

from the statement above, it's obvious how much i enjoyed myself in school today. first of al, we had no lessons AT ALL the entire day. which also means NO homework for the day, yeah! being very me, forgetful and blur... i actually did not remember myself signing up for any physics olympiad test :/ but yes, i did. and there the day started off with this test, a horrible one i should say because it severely damaged my poor brain. the paper consists of a total of SEVENTY objective questions, and we were given TWO and a HALF hours long to answer all the questions. it might not sound difficult at all, but trust me, it was really hard. lots of calculations and critical thinking and complicated formulas everywhere. despite the damage caused to my brain, it was a good experience as it was my first taking an olympiad physics test :)

had recess after the test, and then we went for a motivation talk organized by the school for us form5 people. the speakers are really good and interesting too. the weird thing was they motivated me a lil in some way which i never thought would happen =) strange enough, i enjoyed myself throughout the whole talk! she's a wonderful lady i have to say, she managed to keep the talk lively the whole time, made everyone in the hall feel involved... and there was a quite emotional session when she asked us to close our eyes, while listening to this soothing music, she tried to help us visualise the moment we collect our results, how it felt holding the sheet with all the As we want printed on, to share the happiness with the ppl closest to us, to feel thankful and blablabla... that was when i felt something moist on my cheeks. oops! i just couldn't help it.

after school, as usual, i went for KRS, for your information, the very last meeting of the year :( i had fun playing the blind game, im not sure what you call it. everyone in the group had to close their eyes, except for that one mighty GUIDE who's job was to guide us, the "blind" people X) those mean AJKs tied strings and arranged chairs as obstacles for us to pass through. my group successfully reached the other side neither first nor last, yay! it was really hard to live with only a pair of ears in darkness. especially when the ajks came in and interrupt by misleading us. then it was the closing ceremony after the game. the juniors expressed thier gratitude by preparing a cake and also a thing they made of sticks and ropes that says "THANKS"... really sweet of them, though i'm no ajk.

So, the end of one happy day :)
*the only bad news was, there might be a test next week. aaaaah, i'm dead.

Corrections!

wye keat is NOT stubborn. he's just someone very outgoing. X)

Oops!

I'm so sorry wye keat! i certainly didn't forget about your b'day, just a lil busy with homework & autographs :P
well well well, 21st July is again another BIG day. why why why? okays, it's theeeeee....
Wye Keat's Birthday!! O.O

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY WYE KEAT ! :D
*21.7.2008, a day to be remembered*

there! the b'day boy :)

i don't have any better pictures of you.

nobody would ever fail to recognize wye keat once he starts speaking :)
since the very first day i got to know him,
his impression to me was that very unique 'come on, talk to me'-looking face.
and gosh, once you start off talking with him,
it probably takes you at least a day to convince him with whatever you're trying to tell him.
he's given with this special negotiating skill that

he just can't listen to you and say yes before he

throws the question back to you.
he's definitely someone who keeps his stand firm at all times,
he says what he thinks is right,
otherwise, he can talk for the rest of the day
to make you believe what he says IS right. even if it's not.
above all, he's a great friend you won't want to lose.

the two-in-one B'day ;D

oyeah! it's 20th July, a very special day indeed! the big day my mommy and also brother first came to this beautiful world filled with wonderful people like... me *hahaa

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my greatest MOMMY AND my only GORGOR!

i made a lil card for mommy :) and then we went to celebrate at chili's. we went in feeling very hungry and came out with our stomachs looking like this >> O. aah, too bad brother bear can't celebrate with us :(

dad & my lovely b'day lady, mom :)

amazing sisters. :D

i love my family more than anything. <3

my first tag :) one of the longest i've seen.

Starting time: 8.45pm
Name: Siew Ming
Sisters: 1 younger 1 elder
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 6
Height: 1..62cm, i think
Where do you live: Here! M'sia.
Favourite drinks: fresh orange juice, cold honey+lemon
Favourite breakfast: just fruits.

Have you
ever been on a plane: yeap. weee~
Swam in the ocean: nope. never wish to try either.
Fallen asleep in school: urm... almost but didn't.
Broken someone's heart: never. at least nobody told me.
Fell off your chair: i suppose so. don't quite remember :) must be very painful! :O
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: a friend's call, ya.
Saved e-mails: meaningful or useful mails.
What is your room like: beds, mat, dressing table, wardrobe, purple wall. not too tidy.
What's right beside you: blue wall.
What is the last thing you ate: an apple. not the poison one in snow white :)

Ever had
chicken pox: yes, terrible experience.
Sore throat: who doesn't?
Stitches: NOOOO~!
Broken nose: NOOOOOOOOOOO....!!

Do you
Believe in love at first sight: i believe there is. somewhere out there.
Like picnics: not bad if the weather's perfect ;)
Who was the last person you danced with: one big group of my buddies.
Last made you smile: my mommy.
You last yelled at: my younger sister. sorry!

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: naah.
Kissed anyone: naaaaah.
Get sick: am suffering from a slight flu *.*
Talked to an ex: didn't.
Miss someone: ...my brother.
Best feeling in the world: to feel wanted/needed.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: i once did. not anymore, i'm allergic to their furrrrr.
What's under your bed: theee hard brown wooden parquet.
Who do you really hate: those unreal/unfaithful ones.
What time is it now: 9.25pm

Randoms :
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: my brother and his b'day is tomorrow!
Q: Do you have any siblings: it's mentioned above.
Q: Do you want children: yes. healthy & good children are adorable.
Q: Do you smile often: calista's mom calls me as the smiley friend :)
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: totally!
Q: Are your toenails painted: yes for quite some time already, so it's not nice anymore.
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my parent's bed.
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: navy.
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: if i'm not wrong, my sister was grumbling at me for not cycling with her as i promised earlier. my fault!
Q: I can't wait till: my flu goes away and never come back!
Q: When did you cry last: march 2008. at a krs camp.
Q: Are you a friendly person: *nods nods nods*
Q: Do you have any pets: fishies :P

Where is the person you have feelings for right now? - no idea.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? – yes, my darling sister.
Do you sleep with the TV on? – yes, unintentionally.
What are you doing right now? – listening to music while.. what else? it's a never-ending tag ;)
Have you ever crawled through a window? – why would i do that?
Can you handle the truth? - i can.
Are you closer to your mother or father? - mom, she knows me better too <3

5 of my bad habits
1- sleeping after 12am
2-procrastinating
3-not putting things back to where i took them from
4-worrying too much, sometimes.
5-to not see how serious certain things can be...

5 places I have lived in
1-my cosy house
2-grandparent's house
3-uncle's house
4-oh, my old house
5-slept over at friend's house :)

5 jobs I've had
1-a student who studies X)
2-a good daughter and also sister
3-secretary of the class who doesn't do anything useful
4-treasurer of the cooking club. collecting money is no fun at all.
5-to live my life the way i want to... *can't think of any other jobs*

5 people I tag
i shall leave this blank.

and it's tomorrow.

today was the report card day! and there were actually more parents than students in class. mr.siva told my mom, your daughter is responsible, a very good girl. muahahahahaaa :)

then later on, we had our dance practice at the tropicana studio. it was all perfect except that rachel seemed to be a bit blue during the practice. i really hope she's alright.
as we left the studio at about 12, we realised that we will never be going back to that place together anymore :( becos that was our very last practice before tomorrow's hari bakat. how sad...
then we headed straight to this cafe, the palm in the club to have a big munch! yum... we were so hungry that every dish was scrumptious! we were the only ones talking out loud, making most noise in there X) we even thought the letters 'M' and 'V' on the menu stand for medium and very large when it's actually 'member' & 'visitor' o.o funnee funnaaayyy~

my face! X)

can't wait till tomorrow! :)

dance practice.

hahaa :D

mind you, we did not only take pictures. but it's also not as if we practised a lot. we managed to learn a few steps though :)

Sur....priiiiiiise !

specially for you,

HaPpY 17th BiRtHdAy ~

pei ying =)

doesn't she look happy? let me tell you, she was MUCH happier today *:)

i feel like a small kid :) weEE~

after the 3 long torturing weeks of studying + exams, the holiday's finally here... *laughs* :D

but look, there's a huge imbalance as we suffered through 3weeks of exams but in return what we get is only a 2-week break. anyway, it isn't that bad afterall cos i really don't mind spending time with my friends at school.

it was yesterday morning i actually woke up at 7am to get myself ready to go to SooYin's place with my sister. i first thought it wasn't a perfect idea for me to follow along but since they didn't mind and i would be so bored at home, i went along! so my sis and i reached her house first before HuiLi came. then the four of us brought along all the 3 basketballs we had and walked to a basketball court nearby, i know 3 balls for only the 4 of us is a lil too many but the more the merrier right? there were not many ppl at the park except for a few taking their morning walk and a group of teenagers about our age practising their dance.

we dashed straight to the big & colourful basketball court happily cos we were the first ones to reach there before anyone else did so that we could have the entire court to ourselves :) we had a short game and yay! huili & i defeated siewjun & sooyin, all thanks to huili (she's good. all i did was snatch the ball and quickly pass it to her) unbelievably, my muscles were slightly aching and it was only a short game. i'll blame it all on the exams that stiffened my biceps, triceps and leg muscles? while we were resting, this group of young boys came looking all ready with their basketballs & bottles of water. knowing that they're here for the court, we left our balls by the court and went for see-saw :D it was quite funny when we went back to collect our basketballs, one of the lil boys actually asked me :" jiejie, ni hai yao wan ma?" X) i guess they felt bad taking over the court haha.

then, we walked to another smaller playground with better swings. just when we were all swinging gracefully, my sister suddenly shrieked and shouted :"aaaAAA~ pass me the water!!" guess what? she got bird poo on her pants! eew :\ we could see a trace of pale yellowish slimy gooey ooey excretory product oozing down her leg. poor sister :( she poured one whole bottle of water onto her leg but still yucks! we quickly walked home and she got herself cleaned up with soap and changed into sooyin's clean pants. come to think of it, it could be her most unlucky day yesterday.

1st, she injured her pinky during the bb game and it was swollen and fat.

2ndly, she got a bomb from mr/ms birdy.

then 3rd, she accidentally turned on the shower while she was cleaning up and got splashed by water.

again, we went to this park which looks kinda deserted for more see-saw and swings :D i really felt like a kid. it was so so so fun bouncing up and down on the see-saw and swinging into the air. when it was lunch time, i was the chosen one to call mcD as i was the eldest among them. but still i had to pass the phone to sooyin when they asked for house add :) she claimed that the mcD person was talking as if she was rapping, i totally agree becos i couldn't even get her when she was actually asking for my name X/ and mcD got to improve their delivery service!!! we got our lunch almost half an hour after the call!

then at last, we made muffins! while we were watching a movie, sooyin already got all the 'apparatus and materials' prepared. ohya! forgot to mention, we also bought all the ingredients needed together at a shop near her house.

the ingredients and stuffs

then we started...

mixing and stirring

and cracking eggs *siewjun just cldn't crack an egg* X)

we lOve chocolate chips :D

theee messsss~

muffins in making... :D

while waiting... ^^

ooOPSsss!

(: satisfaction.

well, so that's about it. it was definitely a great day! i still wonder if it's wrong for someone who will be taking spm soon to go on see-saws and swings? ;)

my last Sports Day in secondary

we had a pretty simple one this year due to the bad condition of our field, aka lake. everything was less spirited except for one thing nobody likes.... the SUN. so we actually spent most of our time at the canteen, safe from the burning sun.

oh finally green house made it! not getting first from the back anymore.

a real BLAST!

it was actually yesterday but i was too tired + lazy = didn't post.

first of all, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY Qing Xian!!!

okay i am going/will try my best to keep this short. (for more details, kindly refer to huei-wen's)

so we actually went to 1u in the morning to grab some chips, drinks & most importantly to get her present! she lost her watch and therefore we're getting her one. found this watch in city chain which is blue, metal strap, round, with 1 year warranty & 5 years battery free. then we did some shopping, and that was when we realised that we were stuck! (after all, huei-wen's "reach there only see" did work things out) thankfully, yixuan was able to give us a ride to qing xian's place :) but we did pay for that. standing there waiting... holding BIG bottles of soda (hey! why didn't we think of leaving them on the floor! trying to show muscles huh? oh i just remebered!! we all thought yi xuan was reaching in no time but NO~) still, thanks a lot yi xuan! if it wasn't her, we would have to walk until our feet burn.

as we got there, we started to set things up but then we met this very responsible guard (can't blame him cos that's his job) telling us not to do this and that without knowing that we were the ones who booked the poolside earlier. then while waiting for the b'day girl to arrive, we spottted the playground! we, the over-age people didn't care at all and went straight onto the see-saw & slides :) too bad they didn't have my favourite swing.

oh look! the slide is solid.

did i mention? it's a surprise party for dear qing xian. so we crowded right in front of the lift, waiting for her to come. and there we were waiting, all ready to wish her happy b'day. it was kinda funny when the door opened and we said happ~ and guess what? it's the guard again :/ then the second time the door opened, it was qing xian! i could see she was utterly overwhelmed by our loud HAPPY BIRTHDAY! i felt great when she actually seemed so so so surprised that she could hardly walk in a straight line :D and she took quite a while to completely accept the fact that we were there to give her a surprise! cos her actual b'date was the day before when none of us (except for munwai) sent her b'day wish, it's as though we didn't remember her b'day... haha

do NOT miss this :)

heh the picture describes everything. then we had the scrumptious nasi lemak prepared by her mom. we ate and ate and ate until we finally woke up to the fact that we should STOP eating! then we went to the pool~ really had lots of fun there X) captured a few beautiful pictures too! ( i guarantee it wouldn't be a few if we had a proper camera with the memory card inserted)

whee~

aah~ X)

aiya... looks like i'm never going to continue with this anymore :(

and the pictures are so oddly placed.

?desufnoc

:O went for chemistry tuition today and i'm now in deep confusion~ plus i was feeling quite sleepy so i was all blur when teacher was teaching -.-

today we started off with a new subtopic of chapter 2, ALCOHOL which actually has a general formula *.* doesn't alcohol only drunk people? and more alcohol make someone blind drunk? and more more alcohol make someone roaring drunk? what is there for us to study???

well that was what i thought. and haha i'm soooo wroooong! as the lesson started, she went on and on and on... so much that we need to know about that one lil part of alcohol :( and there's one thing i just couldn't understand. there's this preparation of ethanol which involves distillation. before the distillation, teacher said water which has a boiling point of 100 degrees celcius is able to condense faster as compared to the ethanol with 78 degrees celcius as the boiling point. basically, this is how we get pure ethanol (i think).

BUT i don't get it! why does water condense faster when it actually has a higher boiling point? shouldn't the ethanol gets boiled first and then condense happily even before the water did o.O looks like my brain cells are functioning in an extremely slow pace. because even after a thousand times *hiperbola* of explainations from both huei-wen & samuel... i still don't get it. anyway, i got over it already la, i'll find out why the next time i need to answer a question related to this theory :)

i need a longer break. or more like i want a longer break! actually, life without school will be bored stiff. and i really enjoy myself at school :) heh, i don't feel like attending school merely because i know for sure we will get tons of homework and each passing day means getting closer to the end of form5 :'( ohno.

life IS great.

wow, i know it's late. and this was when cinderella lost her glass shoes. but see, she still lived happily ever after. i'm sure everyone has times when you day dream. and after all those 'staring into air' i realised that i'm indeed lucky! in fact, most of us are.

i'm quite sleepy right now. but i must say, life is wonderful! once in a while, there will be times when you feel really happy, and that everything seems to be going the way you want it to. ah~ the challenges in life is what makes it interesting & also as a motivation for us to keep moving forward without repeating our mistakes.

:) live real.

My 3rd Home

well, my first home is definitely my nice & cosy house. second home will be the school, don't have much choice. recently i just found my 3rd home, 1u :)

i guess it's because i stay really near 1u, so it's very convenient. i just spent my whole long day there yesterday and i'll be going there again later. oh! though it's called my 3rd home, i WILL easily get lost finding a shop :( that's embarrassing.

okay, it's time for me to go now~

to everybody...
happy holidays!
enjoy & have fun!

a day to relax~

yesterday, i had a really good chat with my long-lost friend, shien-yin! she's still as sweet... hopefully we can meet up some time soon. but it won't be easy cos she's at s'pore. still, i can't wait to see her, it will be wonderful.

hmm... for once! we made it to not attend school! well, it's quite a great achievement :) because you never know how many times we failed :/

one more thing, i must stop procrastinating/delaying! i've got to get things done faster and better! for example, my english ulbs. teacher told us about it quite some time ago, but i started to sit down and get my research done only the night before we had our forum. i reckon i screwed my ulbs totally. besides this, i always wanted to study constantly after each test, but so far, i never did. i remember last year's final exam, when i was practising my add maths till 1 in the morning there was a black out before i was done with all the chapters. i felt so scared in the dark. not knowing what to do, i went to bed but my mind just couldn't stop thinking, until like an hour later things got back to normal. phew~ what a big relief! so these would be the reasons why i can't stand my bad habit of delaying things anymore.

At Last!

since the beginning of this year, i've been waiting and waiting and waiting, looking forward to getting my last year's school magazine. and yesterday, i finally got it. i was reallyreally glad that it's here.
there we went straight to the teacher's table where Pn. rose was nicely sitting to grab our own copy. i actually took one too. but not long after that, Pn. rose called and said, "siewming, did you pay for it?" and then i remembered, i did not pay cos my sister already did. aih~ how sad, i didn't even get to look through it before i put it back on teacher's table.
but after that it was alright cos wk lent me his as he was doing his homework. at least i get to flip through it. then later on, everyone started to exchange their magazines for each other to sign on the autograph page. i couldn't cos it's not mine :( at first i was thinking that maybe i can bring mine tomorrow for them to sign...
but i really cldn't wait any longer, so i went to my sister and took it form her. that was quite a brilliant choice. because tht day itself was when everyone was really in the mood of signing autographs. unfortunately there wasn't enough time for me to pass it around. and i forgot to bring it today ><
nvm. and i'm considering starting an autograph book like many of them since this is my last year in secondary.

well, back to the year book! our beautiful class layout which was 2pgs is now compressed into 1pg. nobody's happy about that. we shall see how things go~

feeling greAt!

capital 'A' in the word 'great' so that it sounds greAter, orange because it's a colour of strength & bla & bla ( i'm not sure), but hey!! this reminds me of one of the presentation huei-wen did on meanings of colours. oops~ i'm indirectly telling her that i was not paying attention when she was explaining. SORReyh huei-wen! i DO listen to everything you say. really. even a single 'haih~' from you vibrates my eardrums. and i DO remember most of the things you told me :)

today is such a wonderful day. one of the reasons is because the very first test in 2008 just ended, and i'm not thinking about the results yet, so i'm happy. then after recess, we had a mesyuarat agung for all the clubs & societies. which means we did not have any lessons. again that makes me happier. another then, we (dorie, rach, kee, me, wk, ka , gid & some others who went for bowling) went to 1U after school for Step Up 2. It's a highly recommended show, especially for those who like hip-hop. actually not really, cos it's not like i fancy hip-hop or what but as you watch it, you'll like it. really worth watching!

then we went back...

Poor Baby Guppies :(

i actually went back to my dad's hometown which is at Johor for cny. and so happen that my uncle has a loooot of guppies, he decided to give us a few since my sister likes it sooo much.

then today, after we came back from school, my sis realised that one of the pregnant guppy mommy's stomach is really round and BIG. and so, she thinks she should seperate it from the others to let her deliver her babies peacefully. she took a small fish net and then began scooping it out from the small fish tank *at that moment i really admire her cos seriously i don't dare to catch a fish with a net ><*

yer~ the mother fish was struggling and jumping a lot when it was in the net. and beside my sister, i was so worried that it might have a miscarriage or what. not long after, the mommy guppy was already happily swimming in the small container all alone...

but suddenly something caught our attention! we saw two lil tiny eyes almost coming out from the mommy's stomach? (nt sure what it's called) then there it completely came out and down down down it went right to the bottom and it stayed there motionless & curled up. then another one came out, and more and more until there were like about seven of them... but weird! none of them moved! then we actually thought the babies might need some time to adapt to the new environment before they start swimming. we waited and waited and waited. then my sister had a bad feeling that the mother really had a miscarriage, cos the babies looked so dead. then immediately she went to you-tube to check out about baby guppies. she managed to find a few video of guppy giving birth.

and OH NO! in the videos, the baby guppies could move right after they get into contact with the water.

and that was when we started to lose hope... and accepting the truth that the baby guppies are DEAD :(

so pitiful~ :(

my sister felt so bad for she was the one who scooped it out and made it struggle so much in the net. i felt sad more than bad cos i really thought they were going to live~

see, they were so unfortunate, not even given a chance to live, so we lucky ppl here breathing fresh air must reallyreally love ourselves and appreciate every single second of our lives no matter what!

Comforting ppl is so NOT easy.

haih. how should i start this.... it has been some time since i last came online. but today i get this chance to do so because i've got to do my EST research. and so as usual everytime i'm online i'll definitely sign into my msn. then while i was browsing through 500+ blog templates (trying to look for a change cos didn't really like the old template. finally i decided to use this simple one.) this girl told me that she failed her prefect interview in school this afternoon. she told me she felt lik screaming & shouting & crying & just couldn't stop thinking about that. she also said she really nedded someone to comfort her. and it was then that i realised comforting a person is really hard. sometimes,i rather want myself to be the one who is feeling down than to be the one who is comforting the other. :( it's really sad la. she's telling me so much about how she felt yet i couldn't do much to help. so i really admire those ppl with very matured thinking who can always make others feel good no matter what happens. some ppl are just born with that ability. i'm not. *too bad* so in the end she went to do her homework to lead her mind away from keep thinking about that. i hope what i told her did make her feel at least a lil better .

and GOSH! the amount of homework nowadays is crazy. i can hardly get enough sleep (my sleep cycle is badly disordered. cos i sleep vy late at night then take nap then sleep late & nap & late sleep & nap. this is very horrible) the worse thing is although i sacrifice my sleep, not like i finished all my homework. sad sad....

merentas desa is no kidding!

it was 1st of Feb. the first day of the second month in 2008 that everyone in school ran a distance of either 6 or 7 km. it was all fine at the beginning, but when we were somewhere near kbu... i felt like dying. really. if it wasn't because of huei-wen, i bet i would be walking back to school instead. not long after we left school, i met her, so we were running together all the way until we were reallyreally too tired that our body felt like it was going to fall apart... we slowed down then walked fast. after drinking huei-wen's glucose drink, i felt much better! so we started running again. by the time i stepped back into school again... it was such a bigbig relief! but still i didn't manage to make it to the top 20, didn't expect anything also actually :D

and right now, my legs are both aching... can't even walk up the stairs fast ><

school on saturday!

haih. why can't we just have holidays without class replacements? there are more than 300 days in a year right....
maybe because it's a saturday, i really didn't feel like doing anything in school, but as the teachers come in, they teach & give homework. by the end of the day, we leave school with one big pile of homework, how sad.

*yawn* i really got to go to bed now. so sleepy~

~the end~

holidays are over.
school's starting tomorrow.

:)