So what if you're left with no choice?

i don't know man. sometimes life seems so abstract, like you're in a crowded place just being pushed to wherever by everyone else so that you move forward, following their flow instead of your own.

there are times we feel lost and in despair, then there are also times we feel happy and contented because we've finally made our way through those sucky moments. 

now i kinda despise the fact that we're all growing up. 

simple things are becoming complicated, and well the complicated things ruining our days all the more; 

we think of the consequences for every little action we take, we think twice before we speak because we know words can't be taken back once it's said; 

people and things around us are getting more ambiguous, we can no longer see right through them, and when we start guessing, we might be wrong and that'll only be hurting our fragile hearts; 

more important decisions to be made and we're often so worried that we'll make a wrong one, because we only get to live once and we want it perfect. 

but as much as i dislike it, i do take time to ponder over how we've managed to come so far till this point, all striving hard to achieve our beautiful dreams. and i'll naturally get that very cosy feeling when i think about these stuff. 

what seemed so distant back then feels so much closer now. 

regardless of how abstract life can get, i reckon it is still so damn interesting because every single fraction in it is going to be created by ourselves. 

as we move on, we slowly add meaning to it, bit by bit...