The Bright Side

so many things can happen, but whether you'll be able to see the results you wish to see really depends on how you treat it. i actually surprised myself. 

well, it's only the beginning of the second week of my 3-weeks long sem break and i'm already feeling that things are getting much better. i guess expressing it out really helped. a lot. honestly, i'm not even sure what kind of feeling that was, but it's like a mixture of super a lot of things that ended up making me feel all uneasy. so glad it's all gone with the winds now~ 

by the way, Black Swan is such a scary show, scary in few different ways, i can't believe my sister watched it when she's not even eighteen! uugh kids nowadays -_- haihz talking about my sister, i still remember how we were both laughing before we slept and i totally didn't see that coming zzz. never let that happen again please! but i like it how sisters being sisters, the next morning itself we were back to NORMAL as if nothing had happened the night before. was it just a dream? Lol. anyways, for some parts i'm sorry. 

just really want to love everyone whom i care for even more now. and really hope the Tsunami victims in Japan receive enough of whatever they need, be it substance or emotional support. when i think of myself in their situation there's absolutely no reason for me to be unhappy about anything at all.