Shall leave this untitled.

It's either i've been sleeping too late lately, or i've been thinking too much lately. Cannot sleep. I think i used to be a lot more carefree, like there's totally nothing to worry about. Well, maybe not all the time. There was this one time something really hit me. Thinking back about it, i'm still not exactly sure how it happened. Sometimes i do wonder how it's going to be like if it didn't happen. But whatever's over can't be undone. At that time i had someone who's more, i think, happy-go-lucky than i am. So everything was really happy with her. But even back then i had this slight feeling. I still wish to think i'm wrong though, because everyone has got their own ways and i'm perfectly fine with that. Something just reminds me of this feeling a lot. Anyways, a lil nervous + excited to check results this friday. Excited over this saturday's 'meet the women' session. Hope sunday goes well. While waiting for the photos to be developed, i visited mph again. I'm starting to like how it smells, yes it has a distinct smell, soothing one. And since business strategy would be one of the subjects next sem, i somehow brought myself to the shelf that reads 'strategic management' flipped through one of the books, the way it was written was pretty interesting. No doubt, there are times i doubt my own abilities. Honestly, when i was told about the tycoon and crack the case, as much as i feel like joining, there's this little voice behind, asking myself 'are you sure you can do it?'. Maybe it shouldn't be so much of that, i'm going to take it as an exposure, something that i would never know if i don't even give it a try. Whatever it is, i think i should be able to sleep now. And i just really wanna appreciate everything and everyone while i still can.