Behind every cloud there's a silver lining.

as cliched as that might sound, i am totally believing it after feeling how real it can be thrice in this month itself.

it's been too long since i last scribbled anything here. and i've just flooded myself with nostalgia after browsing through one of the notes in Fb where we're supposed to leave some comments about each other. this may look familiar if you don't get what i'm talking about...

"Leave one memory that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember! Leave a comment here. Next, re-post this in your notes and see how many people leave a memory about you. Please answer all the questions (:"

back to the clouds and silver linings, i'm not going to say what made me so sad because each of those time when i was at the peak of feeling that uneasiness, what i wished to see appeared. though not entirely soothing that feeling, but it definitely maade things much, much better.

it suddenly feels quite good to be writing here, this shall be a wordy post. i don't know what's with me these few days, but my mind has been wandering quite a lot especially right before i sleep. i think of everything that has happened during the day. don't get me wrong, they're a mixture of stuff okay, not entirely sobbies.

some people are just so overly friendly, even before you really know them they could talk to you like you've known each other for longer than some of the other friends you've known. though of course it will never feel the same. talking to someone you know well enough, you wouldn't feel restricted or even think twice before you say a thing, because you know deep down that you can say anything and still, nothing will change.

some people are just really nice too, you feel extremely good talking to them but at the end of the day, you realise maybe they don't think the same. they don't actually mean everything they say because they're just saying it for the sake of saying.

some people are so cheery when you talk to them you feel all hyped up even on the way home you think about the conversation you just had with them before you could realise yourself smiling sillily to yourself. they're like positive energy booster, exactly. so i wonder where they get their energy charged?

some people are just special, and they attract you in their very own special way you can't name it. but yes, you can never get enough of them. even when things aren't all happyhappyjoyjoy with them, you know you cannot leave it as it is because it kills. absolutely no plausible explanations required.

some people may be thinking too much afterall, and that's me xD but nolah, i felt them and i can't be thaaat wrong.

okays, enough of crap. at times, i think i can really crap :(

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a blog post has got to serve its purpose - to pen all the little things you wanna remember. so below are some of the thingies.

in January, Alina's birthday at Marche. surprise but not so surprised as always! hui ling & yi xuan appeared out of nowhere ROFL. but it was all good, cause it's Ali's birthday. she's this really sweet/nice/gentle girl most of the time. other times when we get triggered, it can be quite scary. heeeh i miss laughing until my stomach hurts.

At Laundry, where we shifted in and then out again xD yummy fruit juices liked cocktail. i don't know if it's that but i don't think so cause we only had such minimal amount, but the way home in Jeffrey's car with the big eyes snowman, was crazeeeeee.

January too, when Dorie came back. i wouldn't say i can crap when there's Samuel. nobody can beat him seriously -_- wonder how it would have turned out if Pn Pauline were to be there haha. btw, i just had a really good chat with Dorie couple of days ago :):)

When Alina the SUPER driver drove all the way to IMU for Huei-Wen with Hw's very detailed directions, not missing a single sign board or human bridge! (Y) but we still passed by IMU without knowing we went pass it cause there were too many trees around it. or maybe we were talking and not paying full attention. but it was so awesome to see Hw and Jarita there. and for once, saw all the people i've been stalking in Fb in PERSON, for real!

fulfilled our 100yen craving on the way back before heading to One U for Ch & Mw, and Qx! drank extra lots of green tea at Sushi Zanmai just cause we wanted more of Qx :P

shall keep the rest for the next post! :) SIFE's second members' meeting tomorrow yay :D