i don't know if it's just me or what but i really feel the stress building from one semester to the next. i don't remember having to sacrifice an entire night's sleep just to complete an assignment, but in this sem almost all of us experienced that. sad thing is the outcome after all the hard work and not sleeping, don't always turn out to be very pleasing.
and now that i'm done with two out of three of the papers, i actually really really A THOUSAND REALLY feel like resitting for my strategy paper if i could. my fault for spending too much time on the case study questions that i got so super panicky towards the end when i only had around 10minutes for each 20marks question. in my mind i was really like, "omgosh i've got to write 2marks worth of answer in every one minute." AND i can't even afford to pause for any second...2marks in 1minute is just beyond the limit already. talking about that paper still gives me creeps, not too fun.
FA today wasn't too bad, wasn't too good either. haha you get what i mean. my accounts NEVER balance anyways, so i actually surprised myself, happy until smile to myself halfway doing exam cause Paul & Barry's statement of financial position actually BALANCE! best thing today wei!
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i hope this is actually a good thing, i kinda find myself embracing the stress level more and more O_O like at one point of course i'll feel soooo stressed up and feel like complaining. but one thing when i'm in this super stressed up condition, every little sms/call/wall post really motivates me a lot. it's a very special feeling..i don't even know how to put them in words. just something that makes you feel so aaaw, that you have got to love them more for it to make sense.
funny thing is my sister tends to be nicer to me when she knows i'm stressed up too. haha so cute la she! as much as she keeps me alive struggling with the books, she also takes up a lot of my study time! so yesterday when i was still a bit chilling reading FRS137 provisions, contingent liabilities and contingent assets...she handed me a paper with one unicorn on it. then i started laughing at it cause it's too funneh-looking! the horn looks more like a party hat! and the legs are just soooo short and tiny.
a very retarded-looking unicorn. she calls it Mr. Unicorn.
then there was diversification in the unicorn species, she started giving me tiny Mr. Pegasus, not-so-tiny Mr. Pegasus and all sorts xD okay, i would blame myself for being easily attracted to her retarded drawings too. but so funnnyyyyy!
and when i attempted to imitate her Mr. Unicorn, i drew the horn overly large...(that it really looks like a party hat now -.-)...and i forgot about the HAIR! hahahaha botak Mr. Unicorn!
can you imagine? laughing away at her Unicorns and Pegasuses also took up the time to study for a quarter of the chapter already!!
and so....only until this morning 2.30am i found out the existence of appropriation account, capital accounts and current accounts in the financial statements of a partnership (first time revising for that chapter -.- failllll). but then i was already soooo sleepy at 2.30am...that my head was slightly spinning, i would probably hallucinate an extra partner for the business if i continued -____- so i went to sleep and set TWO alarms (clock and phone!) to make sure that i die die also will wake up at 4.15am to continue digesting partnership. JUST IN TIME. toyota ftw!
but yeah, i almost couldn't walk straight in the morning when i reached Uni hehehe, serve me right!!
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too many things lately, feel like writing all of 'em down here. if time allows.
ohya the night after business strategy paper, sis and i had such a turbulent time (emotionally) before we fell asleep. can't believe both of us teared (faillll again) but we laughed so much at each other after that. and that's how we promised to be sister chromatids for life.. seriously, i wouldn't wanna replace her with any other sister:)
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and i'm just getting really excited about Chartis Special Competition! not forgetting SIFE Nationalssss also!!! and and and LUSU trip too!!! and the thought that i can finally see all my buddies again after exams just makes me wanna smile from the bottom of my heart...:):):) you know when you girls asked if you could crash my house, my heart was secretly screaming OHYES PLEASE DO! but the rational side of the brain took over and said NO! STUDY STRATEGY! so yea :/
that day was so weird..i actually looked out from the window of my parents' room to see this white myvi (which usually won't be there since my neighbour doesn't own any) but it didn't cross my mind that it was anyone or could be anyone. surprise to the max when you said you were outside my house jy! <3 and ahpek tea session at bitty's felt so relaxing...
can't believe i just missed sexy aura's birthday party eeesh FAILLLL!
****woooh, such a long post! o.o
last thing here!
mom, dad, you guys cannot imagine how much i love you. for always having faith in me, believing in me. the trust between us is priceless. and i appreciate that a whole lot! can't ask for anything better. YAY to one big happy family :D :D :D :D :D :D
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