expectations. plans. dreams. focus. doubts. fear. motivation. reluctance. looking forward.


i still find it pretty amazing how candy texted me the exact same time i texted her yesterday. and we both replied with the word "telepathy!". what are the chances of that happening. another difference by a second or two, and it wouldn't turn out so freakishly telepathic anymore.

sis: (while looking at the calender) "ming,when will you be coming back from your trip again?"
me: "14th august"
sis: "oh.."
*a short pause*
sis: "you know sometimes it feels really good to have something to look forward to.."
me: "are you looking forward to my non-existence for 3weeks???:("
sis: (gave me that retarded smile)


and hey herng, you called at the most most most rightest time ever just now. i was actually so super panicky suddenly, was trying to listen to songs and count the time i've left to calm myself. but none of that worked -.-

company law, haaaaaaaaai~~~ :P

Sister chromatids ♥

i don't know if it's just me or what but i really feel the stress building from one semester to the next. i don't remember having to sacrifice an entire night's sleep just to complete an assignment, but in this sem almost all of us experienced that. sad thing is the outcome after all the hard work and not sleeping, don't always turn out to be very pleasing. 

and now that i'm done with two out of three of the papers, i actually really really A THOUSAND REALLY feel like resitting for my strategy paper if i could. my fault for spending too much time on the case study questions that i got so super panicky towards the end when i only had around 10minutes for each 20marks question. in my mind i was really like, "omgosh i've got to write 2marks worth of answer in every one minute." AND i can't even afford to pause for any second...2marks in 1minute is just beyond the limit already. talking about that paper still gives me creeps, not too fun.

FA today wasn't too bad, wasn't too good either. haha you get what i mean. my accounts NEVER balance anyways, so i actually surprised myself, happy until smile to myself halfway doing exam cause Paul & Barry's statement of financial position actually BALANCE! best thing today wei! 

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i hope this is actually a good thing, i kinda find myself embracing the stress level more and more O_O like at one point of course i'll feel soooo stressed up and feel like complaining. but one thing when i'm in this super stressed up condition, every little sms/call/wall post really motivates me a lot. it's a very special feeling..i don't even know how to put them in words. just something that makes you feel so aaaw, that you have got to love them more for it to make sense. 

funny thing is my sister tends to be nicer to me when she knows i'm stressed up too. haha so cute la she! as much as she keeps me alive struggling with the books, she also takes up a lot of my study time! so yesterday when i was still a bit chilling reading FRS137 provisions, contingent liabilities and contingent assets...she handed me a paper with one unicorn on it. then i started laughing at it cause it's too funneh-looking! the horn looks more like a party hat! and the legs are just soooo short and tiny. 

a very retarded-looking unicorn. she calls it Mr. Unicorn. 

then there was diversification in the unicorn species, she started giving me tiny Mr. Pegasus, not-so-tiny Mr. Pegasus and all sorts xD okay, i would blame myself for being easily attracted to her retarded drawings too. but so funnnyyyyy!

and when i attempted to imitate her Mr. Unicorn, i drew the horn overly large...(that it really looks like a party hat now -.-)...and i forgot about the HAIR! hahahaha botak Mr. Unicorn!

can you imagine? laughing away at her Unicorns and Pegasuses also took up the time to study for a quarter of the chapter already!!

and so....only until this morning 2.30am i found out the existence of appropriation account, capital accounts and current accounts in the financial statements of a partnership (first time revising for that chapter -.- failllll). but then i was already soooo sleepy at 2.30am...that my head was slightly spinning, i would probably hallucinate an extra partner for the business if i continued -____- so i went to sleep and set TWO alarms (clock and phone!) to make sure that i die die also will wake up at 4.15am to continue digesting partnership. JUST IN TIME. toyota ftw!


but yeah, i almost couldn't walk straight in the morning when i reached Uni hehehe, serve me right!!

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too many things lately, feel like writing all of 'em down here. if time allows.

ohya the night after business strategy paper, sis and i had such a turbulent time (emotionally) before we fell asleep. can't believe both of us teared (faillll again) but we laughed so much at each other after that. and that's how we promised to be sister chromatids for life.. seriously, i wouldn't wanna replace her with any other sister:)

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and i'm just getting really excited about Chartis Special Competition! not forgetting SIFE Nationalssss also!!! and and and LUSU trip too!!! and the thought that i can finally see all my buddies again after exams just makes me wanna smile from the bottom of my heart...:):):) you know when you girls asked if you could crash my house, my heart was secretly screaming OHYES PLEASE DO! but the rational side of the brain took over and said NO! STUDY STRATEGY! so yea :/

that day was so weird..i actually looked out from the window of my parents' room to see this white myvi (which usually won't be there since my neighbour doesn't own any) but it didn't cross my mind that it was anyone or could be anyone. surprise to the max when you said you were outside my house jy! <3 and ahpek tea session at bitty's felt so relaxing...

can't believe i just missed sexy aura's birthday party eeesh FAILLLL!

****woooh, such a long post! o.o

last thing here!
mom, dad, you guys cannot imagine how much i love you. for always having faith in me, believing in me. the trust between us is priceless. and i appreciate that a whole lot! can't ask for anything better. YAY to one big happy family :D :D :D :D :D :D

why must you always do this to yourself! study so last minute and feel panic when you're supposed to feel ready?!

*smacks self* :(

:)

such a great great news today! Chartis Special Competition postponed to FURTHER NOTICE! means it's not gonna be on the 9th of July anymore! i won't have to risk myself being trapped somewhere and i have more time to prepare for strategy/FA! :D

i almost jumped off my chair when i heard it. seriouszzzz.


exams...exams...they're such a torture...

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of badminton, pasar malam and lots of mouth exercise!

listening to the sound of the water gushing towards the sides of the swimming pool over and over really helps to relieve all the tired feeling on a Thursday evening. you close your eyes and slowly take a deep breathe as the wind blows, clear all your thoughts and worries, forget about FA strategy or company law. for that moment i felt like the most chillax person on earth. 

had the funniest double versus triple-mixed badminton game ever. then we had a serious dilemma over where to have dinner since we didn't have transport to drive out. but in the end qing xian's parents were so niceee to say they can drop us back again, but qing xian's innocent brother had to sacrifice his chance to buy books. omgosh when he said he was 15 and taking PMR this year, it made me feel so WOW like i am actually 20 and SO far away from my PMR year already. 

but i was just really really happy yesterday night. didn't even feel guilty for going out cause i think if i didn't i would only stress myself out more :)

ah xian and huei-wen! love them girls to bitssss.

qing xian's photography theory: no second time, no deleting.

and a friend just reminded me that i actually have less than two weeks before my first paper already. need to start to really hardcore. good thing is i'm quite happy with this sem's subjects except the calculation part in FA! love those theory and writing questions :) 

Chartis special competition on the 9th D: bersih day wei, gonna wish myself luck. 

aaaah i want A's!!!! STUDY HARD!! :P

if there's ever anything you feel like saying or doing, you gotta do it! at a different time, you just might not feel the same anymore.