Saturday, January 29, 2011

this is a feeling, i really don't quite like.

but they're all leaving for good, i should be happy that they're moving on to yet another chapter of their lives, to explore into greater opportunities and to create new marks in the others' lives, just like how they've made me into such a happy someone. 

about 3 weeks back, we had 3 separate videos. all thanks to the wonders of Skype version 5.0. it was really really good to see pei ying in "person" again. and i really mean it, too good :)

and so when everyone had something to say at the same time plus the lil bit of lagging here and there, it became so chaotic we had to stop talking and let qx and py continue. but we couldn't help to start laughing among ourselves and it just became all chaotic again. the very familiar kinda chaotic feeling like when we're all together. 











after next month, we might need to have 4 separate videos. 

then after next year, maybe 5?


it's like before the day came, we could still talk about it casually without much feelings. but once the countdown begins, and as the day gets closer and closer, the feeling just keeps on getting stronger :(
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah :( :( :( :( :( :( 

2 comments:

Huei-Wen said...

siewminggggg :( its al right. we wont LOST CONTACT. never and ever. i will never forgive myself if one day i stop talking to you!

dont think it about dear. things will come as it is and everything will be fine *crosses fingers* eventho we're miles apart. our heart remain as one *geli but true!

love you soo much!!

Siew Ming said...

aaaaw <3 geli but very true!! i won't forgive myself either if one day i lose contact with you and whatnot. love you to bits and pieces! :)