Monday, September 20, 2010

When too many farewells happen at once

today, i actually woke up at 7.05am! and that was without the help of the alarm clock or anyone calling me, quite unbelievable even though i've been going to bed early nowadays, it's not because of that. apparently, i woke up to realise that i was having a dream T_T a dream so sad that i was suuuuuper glad to find out that it was just a dream. 

so, it was a school assembly at Yuk Chai (primary school haha) and the only familiar faces to me were alina, huei-wen, pei ying (yes she was back with us!) and tse wei. the rest of the students were all indians (not being racist or what, it just happened to be that way in the dream). then i heard this one announcement that really caught my attention, it goes something like "huei-wen will be leaving malaysia next year....." my eyes really popped out (in the dream la) and was really REALLY sad cause all the while i was thinking she'll only be leaving in another 2 years time. 

i didn't get a chance to speak to her in the dream but on the way back to class alina and i were both telling each other how we cannot believe what we just heard. then i woke up. *phew*


it must be all the farewells recently that contributed to that dream. i really don't quite like this feeling. 


20th Aug, had lunch with Yi Xin before she left to HK :)

19th Aug, before Dorie left to US :)

9th Sept, last dinner with Pei Ying before she flies :) it's nice to see her beautiful pictures at Manchester  



okays time to work on fob assignment! (i'm doing it last minute again *---*)
ohya i think i'm almost fully recovered already other than 1% of the red spots that still come back occasionally :/

6 comments:

Eugene koo said...

I totally understand your feeling of farewell. The feeling of losing someone and it hurts when the days starts to countdown till the day itself. And yet you still can't do anything about it. It's just sad to see loved one leave.

Siew Ming said...

omg yesss eugene it's almost exactly like how you described it! but one thing, they're all leaving for good, so :)

Eugene koo said...

Yeah, i meant leaving for good. It still doesn't feel good seeing them leave. I got one in thursday. =(

Siew Ming said...

uh huh, it's like that person's suddenly so so so far away from you all of a sudden :( sameee! sending off a friend tomorrow too.

Huei-Wen said...

OMG siewming! dont feel like that! >< ur dream is wrong! i indeed have another two years (or more) in msia dont worry! and i miss youuu shoo much <3 we'll be seeing each other in the most 8 weeks time (or less) im sure of that! jia you ah okay! dont stress!

ps: didnt know tse wei learnt chinese in yuk chai last time hahaha.

Siew Ming said...

yaaah i know it's such a W-R-O-N-G dream!

haha waa 8 weeks time feels quite long :( you jia you too okay! don't stress stress~ :)

ps to yout ps: HAHA if he did he probably would have understood "ni shi ben dan."