Not so much of a break

Accounting results was okay, hoping to do better next time though! By the way, this is one of the very few times in my acct exams experience where my balance sheet appears to be balanced! *happy much:)*

wishes kept in a bottle~

Next exam... isn't that going to be in finals. 7 weeks have past much faster than i wanted it to be. I have lots of questions for myself, some could be answered, some just couldn't and that's a little bothering. Whatever it is, i don't have the ability to make any changes to it because it requires the effort of not just me alone. 


Another 7 weeks of hard hard work awaits. i shall look forward to it happily, maybe it helps to make things a lil more pleasant. 

wow i love my books! muscle-building books wei, so heavy!

no more procrastinating siew ming, you know what you need to do. yes.

i'm never yvonne. but it's interesting how i got this. 

mr/ms. mosquito was in the way. another insect i wish never existed! buzzbuzz.

i need to live a healthier life!

biggy nose koala. 

people say, you have to first like what you're doing before you can be good at it. well, i sure love assignments! because of them, i've learned to use the self check-out system in the library & currently have 5 books checked out!.. i had fun placing hold on books and returning books i haven't read because it appeared to be on hold by someone else i do not know who. also, because of assignments, i made it to the lecturer's room to clarify stuff. i realised friends who are not at all selfish in sharing good information, friends who motivate me indirectly when i know they've completed a whole lot and that i'm still at the starting point.. finally & certainly, for assignments, i view sites like the bursamalaysia i never thought i would enter, the frequency of me reading newspaper is no longer zero, because i feel the need for myself to better my knowledge to keep pace with others...

how am i to not love assignments? :D 

Little gifts~

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I don't have much idea why, but i'm finding it harder for myself to concentrate in studying or doing assignments lately. i know it's really bad.. in front of the computer, i tend to drift away from what i'm supposed to do and start clicking around in fb or hop around blogs. in the study room, i'll either talk to my sister or do random stuff (and after 15 minutes, i'll still be on the same page)

lack of self discipline, seriously. by the way, mid-sem break is here! not so much of excitement though.

4 assignments to be finished, 2 tests to prepare for.. hmm, i'm starting to wonder how i'm going to endure this week of break. ohya! not forgetting management homework, which is a total monstrosity!! in part one itself there're already 37 Qs, what more in part 2? i dare not imagine. all i know is i've to finsih all of 'em as soon as the sem break ends!

i claim this to be the most stressful period in my life thus far, never felt this breathless before. spm was better as far as i remember.

but i think i'm kinda getting used to this new way of living, under stress. despite the growing stress level, i understand that life still goes on, and i want it to be going on in a way i enjoy so.

accounting test the other day was... haha shall wait and see how it turns out tomorrow! can't wait to get my paper.


while studying for this test, i came to notice all the little things on my study table. (a sign of not concentrating again gaah) and i realised most of them are gifts from people that i love, of course that's what makes those gifts especially lovely too. ♥ can you feel the magic in the air~ (totally random!)


when i knew i couldn't concentrate anymore, i grabbed the camera and took pictures of them!

well this is a porcupine i personally enjoy looking at a lot cause it makes me smile. from a primary friend :)

this lil bear has dust settled on it i'm sorry bear, will bathe you one day. from rachel :) 

and this chop chop souvenir huei-wen brought back from taiwan :) i don't have a stamp pad, so i use it with highlighter's ink :P

yeah, i'm missing you a lot hw...

from dear jyyyee~

this one too. haha i remember how nicely you packed it for us ♥

a little charm that hangs from the thingthing to adjust fan speed, not sure what its called :)

 she's a pen in case she doesn't look like one to you :)

paperclip...

 over achiever? can achieve good enough already, things are never good when it gets too over. :P

 oh my loyal friends when i study. can't study without them :)

 okay i didn't buy all of these, my elder sister knows i like them so she sponsored me some. the purple one's the best of all ♥ it came with a story behind it :)

paper weight... from a primary friend too.

sometimes i wonder if they even still remember they gave me such lovely things before, because i never forget who gave me what.

 the one and only time we brought cali to dreamworld! HA lol!

 a fridge maget. oops! ya i went out of the study room to the fridge to look for more gifts x_x

"friends are flowers that never fade" so true so true...

they are the ones who add fragrance to my life too :)

 henna alina left for us to play with before she left for bangkok! it was really fun squeezing it onto each other's hand, like decorating a cake with icing :) it was another good time at qx's condo, talking until midnight by the pool... ♥

 since i already went to the fridge, there's nothing wrong with me going to the window right? hehe my sister has been telling me there's this baby snail stucked onto the wall just outside my study room's window for quite some time already, so i paid a visit to it.

i've a feeling it's empty inside O.o or it wouldn't be so motionless.

 and one day past midnight, when i was still studying i spotted this little creature running around. so...

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a million sorry if it's too gross! it's zoomed by the way, don't think i'm that brave to go so close to that thing! yucksyucks :/

one of the ways to release stress? smile to the camera! :)

ohmeegosh, Biz Stats test this saturday! and the following day would be mother's day! i hope i have enough time to make a card for mommy♥

AIYO.....

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it's not always i get to see such a cute puppy, and this is one of the not-so-many times my heart, lungs, pancreas, and everything internal got melted away by just staring into its eyes. i can't stand it any longer.

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come to think of it, Ador used to be as cute as nobody's business too. still is, but that baby-ish face is nowhere to be seen anymore.

Cut the complications.

"aaw, look at those eyes..."

Our masterpiece. We were supposed to take turns to each add a stroke to the initially plain paper. It really shows how people with different brains don't think alike. I'm quite amazed by the odd looking end product. It actually bears a slight resemblance to the skunk above!

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Had the chance to read the biography of a young lady who just hits 24, but has gone through some of the toughest moments in life none of us might even have to endure.

My sister got to know her and her book through the charity club she and her friends newly set up. Things seem to be going well for them, makes me miss those koku times in secondary.

It's entitled "I'm not sick, just a bit unwell", by Yvonne Foong. The chapters are short but enough to give me an insight into the kind of life she's living since the day she was diagnosed with Neurofibromatosis II.

This, being a rare form of genetically-inherited disorder which causes tumors to grow in her brain and spine, really really changed her life in many ways. As usual i failed to hold my tears. She described every encounter so explicitly that i could almost feel the pain she had to bear at that point of her life.

The scariest part of all is that she has to undergo surgeries again and again to remove those tumors, can you imagine how painful that is. Not only the pain, she's lost her ability to hear, half of her face is paralysed, poor vision and has problem keeping herself balanced. To be precise, these are not just it.

She got invited to deliver a speech in school the other day, my sister said she was carrying a whiteboard so she could communicate with them, her voice was a lil out of pitched, and she needed people to guide her when walking. Despite all the limitations, she still smiled.

In her biography too she mentioned a few of her close friends who have helped her a lot, both physically and spiritually during school times. Those are what we call true friends i guess, friends who stay with you when everyone else has left.

One of the lines i remembered, "It is strange how we have to go through difficult times in order to appreciate the simpler things in life." I can't help but to feel lucky for what i've been given, and will certainly appreciate them.

diediedie

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Never do things last minute anymore PLEASE!

AIB pre-tutorial exercise already doubled my heartbeat rate just now, rushing to get it done to be submitted before 12am. Not a satisfactory work though it won't be graded.

Accounting assignment is another killer, i feel so the super bad for Denesh. He actually started off by sorting out the tables nicely for us already, but what have i been doing with the tables? Seriously thank him for sending the tables and the many many annual reports from year to year.

Only until just now, i started to look at them and realised it requires A LOT of time just to fill up one table. Die.

And what, there are 16 tables waiting for me... one takes up about an hour, so i'll need 16 hours! It's group assignment okay, and i know nobody likes a member who does things at the last minutes. *slaps self*

Recently i have a lot of thoughts running in mind, goodbadhappysad altogether. Besides how i hate myself for procrastinating soooo much, life has been pretty good lately.

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Entered a _ _ _ for the first time, i don't think it's a place where i belong.

For that, i lost my bracelet, it must have slipped off my wrist when we were running away from the "bad guys" from curve. Can't blame us, it was dark and quiet, of course we became suspicious of everything. "You watch front, i watch back", it was crazy how we held hands and ran and laughed all the way home.

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to just be with a bunch of good friends can easily make my day. little things that happen, little things they say or do, make me realise how much they mean to me.

i am having this sudden rush of missing a lot of people... i hope they do miss me too! xD