shattered

never never ever imagined everything that's happening now to even be real. maybe, i wasn't good enough at expressing everything i wish you knew... maybe even if i did, it wouldn't be making any difference. after all, it doesn't really matter anymore. as long as you're happier. 

dear jelly, if it's really something you have so much faith in, just go ahead and bang wall if you ever feel like giving up.

and i wonder if i ever cross your mind,

for me it happens all the time.