Love actually. is all around.

TheLoveStories The Love Stories 

You never just stop loving someone, either you always will, or you never did in the first place. Love is not easy come, easy go. #TLS

sisterly love, family love, friend friend love, any kinda love... makes a lot of sense doesn't it? 

Things left unsaid.

it's strange how sometimes i can feel it so clearly in my heart like it can never be wrong,

but when i'm faced with the person i suddenly become so lost of words, 

quite upsetting. 

it's also strange how a childish mafia game could make me laugh till stomach pain,

kinda like it cause laughing helps to take the mind away from thinking too much, 

quite crazy.

everyone's really just so special in their own way. which makes it quite impossible to find that same special feeling someone can give on anyone else, although it might only be some very common gestures. 

Don't lose faith.

"...because death is very likely the single best invention of life."

particularly admire this line from steve jobs' speech. like how it reminds me to always live the most out of everyday, even when the day doesn't turn out all bright and sunny.


went digging into my jar of advices again and got this: "Be the someone who really cares completely and unconditionally" for the day. and i find it so true. what is caring for someone if you're not doing it whole-heartedly?

sometimes seeing the people around you happy can be a lot more rewarding than being happy yourself. true story.

What we are made of.

ever wonder.... 

what if.....

what if... it didn't happen the way it did...

should there ever be regrets?

in everything, there is always something...

something we will never know if we never tried....

looking at how 2012 started off.... i am really looking forward to the rest of the year....

let's hope it'll be good. more simplicity, more love, joy and peace in the air....

sometimes i really hate myself. for.... for feeling so helpless about everything.

dear positive energy, where have you been?

Before it's too late.

dear reflective journal, you actually made me realise i've learned pretty much within these couple of weeks. be it audit stuff or people matters. with the occasional complaints about the job, i think i have neglected the better things about this internship. like... the finance executive actually called me by my name today! o_o scared me for a second. i doubt he can read the tiny words on my tag (plus i always face it inwards cause they caps the "vacation trainee" instead of the name), and i don't remember telling him my name, so i thought it must be from the e-meows sent by my senior which is also cc-ed to me. but it's cool he didn't pronounce my name as swimming :D always happens among non-chinese, and he's a malay guy! (y)

you know that happy feeling because of all the yippy things happening around, but along with the happy things, there is something that you're clueless about, which stops you from completely indulging yourself in the happiness you're in. that's quite sad eh. where did all the sense of security go? :'( i need to go to a wishing well because i really don't know what to do. if wish doesn't come true can jump into the well and become orang sedih di bawah tempurung -.-

sometimes i think i get emotional too easily. will putting less feelings into everything i do help? maybe that way i wouldn't grow attached to things so easily. then even when it's gone i wouldn't lose so much of myself.

favourite emo song (y)

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time


Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie

It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see

'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down

Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy

Never a clean break, no one here to save me

You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe

Without you, but I have to

Breathe

Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt

Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve

People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out

Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy

Never a clean break, no one here to save me

You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe

Without you, but I have to

Breathe

Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend

Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend

Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy

Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe

Without you, but I have to

Breathe

Without you, but I have to

Breathe

Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

:'( i miss you so badly. especially when it comes to times like this.