to move on...

there are so much for us to learn. in fact, it's endless. different things happen each day and they're all unexpected. who would know exactly what's bound to happen next? we learn through experiences. every encounter will give us something in return, whether it's something we wish to get or not. happy ones can really make us laugh and we'll be greedy to hope that the day lasts longer. but what if it's a hard time? we know we'll still have to face it. but sometimes we just can't stop the mind from thinking, even worse, it affects us in every way. the more you stop yourself from thinking about it, the more you'll find yourself feeling miserable about it. and of course, everyone is different so it's really hard to guess what the person next to you has in mind. so what if he's laughing? we won't know if he's genuinely happy. but well, sometimes to trust the people around us makes things easier though it might hurt a lot when you come to realize that it's a lie. hmm, it's really hard to say. the same statement won't fit nicely for every situation. whatever it is, i really hope everyone can always be happy from the bottom of their hearts and continue to spread the positive energy to others. maybe we're given the ability to feel sad just so that we'll feel an extra tinge of happiness when we get over it. unfortunately, certain things are somehow very stubborn and it just won't leave us alone. i guess instead of getting it out of our minds, it's time we have to learn to move on and leave it behind...

it's so interesting to be living. i wish i can live up to a hundred years old. i'll cherish every single person by my side and everything i have. ♥ losing any of it will be quite awful.