feeling greAt!

capital 'A' in the word 'great' so that it sounds greAter, orange because it's a colour of strength & bla & bla ( i'm not sure), but hey!! this reminds me of one of the presentation huei-wen did on meanings of colours. oops~ i'm indirectly telling her that i was not paying attention when she was explaining. SORReyh huei-wen! i DO listen to everything you say. really. even a single 'haih~' from you vibrates my eardrums. and i DO remember most of the things you told me :)

today is such a wonderful day. one of the reasons is because the very first test in 2008 just ended, and i'm not thinking about the results yet, so i'm happy. then after recess, we had a mesyuarat agung for all the clubs & societies. which means we did not have any lessons. again that makes me happier. another then, we (dorie, rach, kee, me, wk, ka , gid & some others who went for bowling) went to 1U after school for Step Up 2. It's a highly recommended show, especially for those who like hip-hop. actually not really, cos it's not like i fancy hip-hop or what but as you watch it, you'll like it. really worth watching!

then we went back...

Poor Baby Guppies :(

i actually went back to my dad's hometown which is at Johor for cny. and so happen that my uncle has a loooot of guppies, he decided to give us a few since my sister likes it sooo much.

then today, after we came back from school, my sis realised that one of the pregnant guppy mommy's stomach is really round and BIG. and so, she thinks she should seperate it from the others to let her deliver her babies peacefully. she took a small fish net and then began scooping it out from the small fish tank *at that moment i really admire her cos seriously i don't dare to catch a fish with a net ><*

yer~ the mother fish was struggling and jumping a lot when it was in the net. and beside my sister, i was so worried that it might have a miscarriage or what. not long after, the mommy guppy was already happily swimming in the small container all alone...

but suddenly something caught our attention! we saw two lil tiny eyes almost coming out from the mommy's stomach? (nt sure what it's called) then there it completely came out and down down down it went right to the bottom and it stayed there motionless & curled up. then another one came out, and more and more until there were like about seven of them... but weird! none of them moved! then we actually thought the babies might need some time to adapt to the new environment before they start swimming. we waited and waited and waited. then my sister had a bad feeling that the mother really had a miscarriage, cos the babies looked so dead. then immediately she went to you-tube to check out about baby guppies. she managed to find a few video of guppy giving birth.

and OH NO! in the videos, the baby guppies could move right after they get into contact with the water.

and that was when we started to lose hope... and accepting the truth that the baby guppies are DEAD :(

so pitiful~ :(

my sister felt so bad for she was the one who scooped it out and made it struggle so much in the net. i felt sad more than bad cos i really thought they were going to live~

see, they were so unfortunate, not even given a chance to live, so we lucky ppl here breathing fresh air must reallyreally love ourselves and appreciate every single second of our lives no matter what!

Comforting ppl is so NOT easy.

haih. how should i start this.... it has been some time since i last came online. but today i get this chance to do so because i've got to do my EST research. and so as usual everytime i'm online i'll definitely sign into my msn. then while i was browsing through 500+ blog templates (trying to look for a change cos didn't really like the old template. finally i decided to use this simple one.) this girl told me that she failed her prefect interview in school this afternoon. she told me she felt lik screaming & shouting & crying & just couldn't stop thinking about that. she also said she really nedded someone to comfort her. and it was then that i realised comforting a person is really hard. sometimes,i rather want myself to be the one who is feeling down than to be the one who is comforting the other. :( it's really sad la. she's telling me so much about how she felt yet i couldn't do much to help. so i really admire those ppl with very matured thinking who can always make others feel good no matter what happens. some ppl are just born with that ability. i'm not. *too bad* so in the end she went to do her homework to lead her mind away from keep thinking about that. i hope what i told her did make her feel at least a lil better .

and GOSH! the amount of homework nowadays is crazy. i can hardly get enough sleep (my sleep cycle is badly disordered. cos i sleep vy late at night then take nap then sleep late & nap & late sleep & nap. this is very horrible) the worse thing is although i sacrifice my sleep, not like i finished all my homework. sad sad....

merentas desa is no kidding!

it was 1st of Feb. the first day of the second month in 2008 that everyone in school ran a distance of either 6 or 7 km. it was all fine at the beginning, but when we were somewhere near kbu... i felt like dying. really. if it wasn't because of huei-wen, i bet i would be walking back to school instead. not long after we left school, i met her, so we were running together all the way until we were reallyreally too tired that our body felt like it was going to fall apart... we slowed down then walked fast. after drinking huei-wen's glucose drink, i felt much better! so we started running again. by the time i stepped back into school again... it was such a bigbig relief! but still i didn't manage to make it to the top 20, didn't expect anything also actually :D

and right now, my legs are both aching... can't even walk up the stairs fast ><