Courage.

the courage to face changes and accept them as they are,
the courage to fight against changes we are reluctant to face,
the courage to be different and be the change itself,
the courage to actually put them words into solid plans and actions...

all it takes is how much you actually really want something,
if you want it bad enough, you'll master all the courage needed. somehow.

do you already know where you're heading to? what do you really want?

you're in this place where i once was and i hope these two months of internship would be a great experience for you. Day 1 and you already think i'd be a good sister. thank you for giving me that extra bit of positivity. 

tired. 

but i know you can be better than this, siew ming. 

Sky high.

i suddenly really just feel like watching the sky. morning sky, afternoon sky, night sky, any sky. just want to stare into the vast horizons and indulge myself in the spaciousness, just want to set my mind free...

why is it coming back to me so much lately? it's true that with time, only the good things still linger. 

keep going. 

how are you now?

Changes.

so many things are happening, so many changes. in a couple of months' time, how are things going to be like? how am i going to face the day you're leaving to a place so far away :( it's true, the more memories together, the harder to say goodbye. 

since when did i grow this fear towards future? stay strong and believe that you can do it. sometimes all you need to know is that everything will eventually be fine. 

at times like this, my silly dream of hoping that humans could survive without sleeping is hitting me again.

cus WHOA, sooo much extra time if we cut the sleeping. provided we won't turn zombie the next day!

how long is four years? or rather, how short is four years going to be?