Ernest the Owl.

it was so random daddy & mommy started talking about Ernest the Owl when i told them i received a call from Ernst & Young just now. but none of us remembered where this Ernest the owl character came from though we vividly remember the existence of this name. ah well, RBV's officially the in-thing now, so forget about the owl! i was about to say i feel very tired now right now, but somehow the more i say it the more i'll feel tired. so forget the tiredness too heh. and i still really love it when i see how everyone around me is happy. all the little comforting words from you do mean a lot to me, like when i feel crazily stressed up and busy as if there's a lot of things to do, yet sometimes i'm not doing what i should be doing -_- i know right, those words keep me going. despises tense moments in all manner:).

Take a deep breath.

these two weeks went pass like swoooosh, faster than the wind.

everyday felt extraordinarily short. staying back for talks and forums, getting our Leap stamps - so glad we've made it to the cert level within such a a short time, cause initially when i signed up for Leap i really thought it was going to take me at least two months to claim them chops.

but what's really terrible is the congestion on the road when it's finally time to go home, and when it begins to rain, my mom and i will be crawling home in the car at almost 2km/h... i'm really feel grateful to have a mommy who doesn't complain despite having to replace her Hk drama and dinner time with the torturing jam on the road. plus i know very well driving's just not her thing. sometimes when we're almost close to reaching home, she'll say her neck feels stiff from driving haha. i know right, i should learn how to drive and take over my mom's job!

hwaaaah, then there're many many assignments piling up, and the student council election. got to find that special momentum that drives me to do assignment like a mad person all over again. i'm really sleepy now and my eyes are almost closing, so this is gonna be a funnily sentenced post. speaking of the student council election, although i'm not personally involved, but having all my closest friends contesting for the various posts is definitely something new for me too. i truly admire the effort they put in and the spirit they showed. nothing too dramatic, but just right.

on another unrelated note, i am sooooooooo proud of you mei mei! haha proud-er than you can imagine!! satu malasysia satu sukan ftw! :D :D :D and as retarded as you can be, you'll always be the bestesttest sister!!!

To take things the easy way.

i've got to say i was really pretty tensed up for a moment in Uni yesterday, exactly like tse wei's tense moment, the very frustrating everything seems to be inside out upside down feeling.

but sometimes, we just don't need a perfect reason to be happy. Like now!!!!!!!! :D i mean it's like i didn't expect it to be that something that will change my mood so much, and now that it really happens, i know how much it actually means to me.

on another note, i'm finally done with all my resumes and cover letters! and my printer ink didn't fail on me, although it suddenly turned purple when it's supposed to be grey o_o but well it turned back to grey when i reprinted it.x) and i'm soooo happy the video on sife's second meeting finally worked! no more SME content problem after changing the song hehe. today's such a good day, huei-wen i'm sure your results will turn out great too!!  well let's hope we won't run out of SIFE $$ in the game later! :P

Lots of love,
Siew Ming :):)

Miracles do happen when we actually start believing in them.

just really feel like scribbling here now suddenly. gotta come out with a proper framework for research methods, a clear enough title, aims, objectives, research questions, an appropriate gap, a contribution to knowledge, hypotheses to be proven...i'm really glad that i'm not going through all these alone. well it's probably like peanuts to Dr Joyce! but for baby researchers like us, even a simple research like this seems to be taking all our lives away from us. we can do it olright! just gotta keep reading journals and brainstorming for good ideas...many brains create wonders. i totally believe in that ;)

speaking of how i can get motivated by my group members in group assignments, here comes business strategy. individual work. 20 marks, no kidding. and yeah hopefully we can get our groups sorted out soon so that no souls would be left feeling bad ^^

hrmm hrmm.... i guess things will get better after.this.friday! so just gotta hang on till after.this.friday. YES. then i can start focusing on assignments, no more cover letters or resume flying around. but Saturday is gonna be another nerve-wrecking day. oh well, must have faith in ourselves:):)

things have been pretty good lately:) but the world just has to be so dramatic, not a bad thing though, nope not at all, just making me realise some of the more important things that i wouldn't have noticed otherwise.

:)

Are we all good? :)

for a moment i paused and actually stopped thinking about what journals to find for research methods, what to write in Sife's blog, whether to close down Sife's Fb page and only keep the profile, which companies to choose for business strategy, how to write an email to the new Sifers so they feel welcomed enough, what to write for my cover letters, how to make Ador drink water again, how to plan my time well, how to this that and everything...

i. suddenly. realised. i am missing this bunch of people so so much...

so so so much.

bee's going for a camp tomorrow and i'm jealous, now i really won't mind going for kem pentauliahan all over again.

good luck to my dear friends who are going to campaign for SC! can't wait to see your faces up, i'm all ready to vote already! *excited*:D