the 365th day of 2010.

this year seems to have passed by even quicker than the year before.

done with my first year of university, did countless assignments in which most of them are completed in groups, procrastinated as usual, tried to be more hardworking and not burn the midnight oil but failed, got even closer to Uni friends after going through many different experiences, i can say i understand each of them better now, joined a club for the first time in Sunway;

had a sour time bidding farewell to the friends who've left overseas, when pei ying told me she probably wouldn't be back in 3 years' time i really hope that wasn't the truth, miss her around a lot; 

in this year also i had my first experience teaching orphans and visiting a special children home, and i do feel more appreciative of everything i have, remember how i felt quite emo after coming home from the visit to the special children home, it's a kind of weird feeling i get, i wonder how they actually feel deep down inside? how their family members can still be so tough? do they ever feel jealous of normal people like us or do they not realise that they're special? still remember a sister of one of the children there said to me "还好我和我姐姐不是像他这样的...", pointing to her younger brother who's already 14 but has difficultly talking and walking, so he always needs someone to take care of him; 

in this year, i've learned to love every moment in life more than before.

happy new year! :) 

Hachiko A Dog's Story.

haven't been writing here in such a long long time..

my sister has actually been asking me to watch it for some time already since she downloaded it, then today i saw its poster at midvalley, and then again so coincidentally huei-wen happened to just watched it too.

if anyone ever feels like crying, i think hachiko's one good movie for tears.

can be considered as one of the movies i cried most, seriously. although i never never thought so when i first heard about it from my younger sister, thought it's just a story about a loyal dog, how touching could it be?

still remember she was telling me hachiko made her cry until she almost couldn't breathe. i kinda agree with her now. the scenes where hachi continued to wait for this master's return without knowing he'll never appear at the train station at 5pm anymore were just so....tears-triggering. 

gosh, time really flies... we're left with only 3 days in 2010! okay, should really start blogging about holidays or else i'm not gonna be able to remember everything. time to sleep with swollen eyes x) 

you must be fine.

at times like this, i really want to believe in the law of attraction. this is not the first time, i have faith in you that you can make it through, just like how you did previously. stay strong.

christmas deco at one u ;)

looks a lot like a skating rink to me :D

:) :)

Tangled.

the long awaited day is finally here, exams are finally over! i was actually so eager for this day to come but now that it's here i kinda don't feel the thrill as much as i thought i would, there is still something stuck somewhere. of all things, the first thing that came to my mind once i woke up this morning was MA! -.- 

i really tried not to think about it anymore, it just doesn't work. it's really worser than the worst... worst post-exam feeling that's it. i usually get over not doing good in exams pretty fast. this time even my mom could tell there's something wrong with me, so i told her not to expect anything, seriously i am too afraid to think about it myself. 

but as for now, nothing can be undone already, which also means there's no point regretting whatsoever. *applies su ann's positive thinking!*

moving away from the dark side... it was such a relief to see huei-wen & jyy yee and also bumping into jia min & audrey TAN (not any other audrey alright) although i was kinda half-asleep-half-awake from the sleep deprive. tried the sourest ice cream on earth, and saw the handsomest cartoon character ever x) i personally find it very very nice:) there were parts that were funny, cute and touching, great combination. can't believe i googled so many pictures of it heh.

the camelion's super cute :D

the horse that acts like a human x)

aah the glowing lanterns~ so beautiful....

when will the results be out?? it's going to be another day i long to come sooner @@

back from Frasers, done with FOB, one more to go!

what's with packing the FOB file and kurtz + daft textbooks to frasers when i only studied one chapter when i was up there. everyone tried to constantly make me feel guilty for not studying but i still failed. i am very tempted to blame the freezing cold weather that distracted me from studying, but i'm not sure if that's really the case. though it's really freezing cold at night and in the morning! guess that's how heyherng came out with the name freezer for frasers xD

every action we take comes with a consequence we have to bear. and mine all came to me yesterday! 

left frasers at 10am but only reached home at around 2pm thanks to 3 consecutive road blocks at the rawang area, i wonder what the police were up to that caused such a bad jam. 

so yesterday, when i started counting the number of chapters left to study, and the number of hours left before the paper if i only sleep for two/three hours, even that itself, i had very little time for each chapter. and i felt the the deadness there and then, literally heart beat increase in the study room, keep taking deep breathes to calm myself. 

but i was really sleepy yesterday cause of the not very nice sleep at frasers with too many mosquitoes disturbing and the car ride down the hill that was totally nauseating @@   

slept from 12.40am to 1am, and from 3.30am to  6.15am (which was supposedly 5am, but i turned off the alarm without realising) so until this morning itself i was left with B2B B2C and product life cycle. what i wanna say is just i am so so so so glad the questions that came out were what i studied enough.

other than the cost (sacrificed sleep and lack of preparation), frasers was a whole lot of laughter in the car in the house and everywhere :D 

and just got to know that the house we stayed in has been there for more than a hundred years! well-maintained building i have to say. 

♥ theee family i cannot live without ♥

MA is the bomb :/ time to study!

Life's like a dream,

we can't fully take control of what's going to happen and what not to happen.

by the end of the day, 

we feel grateful for the good things, 

and move on to yet another part of it.

I was thinking about you 
Thinking bout me 
Thinkin bout us  
What we gunna be? 
Open my eyes, 
it was only just a dream... 

this is so so so so so so nice, seriously.

happy, because of all the people around me & everything that's happening :)

and two more to go!

already feeling kinda excited to finish up the last two papers somehow. been sleeping at the oddest hours again to study, mind is totally information overloaded and eyes very dry, so even when i'm conscious i feel blur too.

but anyways, at least i'm done with three papers wooh! shan't comment on any of them, i just hope nothing went wrong *prays hard*

su ann and hur beng's birthday tomorrow so we had an early celebration today, simple lunch at T-Bowl, that bathroom concept restaurant in Pyramid. they have a somewhat foamy mushroom soup @@ out of everything, the ice cream's ze best. everything else tasted just almost as exotic as the deco heh.

arlo! ^^

hehe :)

must do better, like muuuuch better for MA this time! >_<

hello Frasers! :D please i just need a comfy table and chair and a quiet environment for me to study x) and please not be too cold up there, it was freezing cold during B&F today yikes.

feeling happay for no apparent reason :D and these days, i really feel extra blessed to have a sister like that, who never fails to make me laugh when i feel like a nerding zombie :) sayang you.