How much have we changed?

all the outings to meet up with them secondary mates lining up, i can't believe how we're all so busy now that we're left with hardly any quality time for each other. and i actually can't even recall when i last had a proper heart-to-heart chat with some of them. i'm sooo glad huei-wen dropped by the other day, just because now the free time we have for each other is as precious as gold as precious as the theses in the library where only Acca students who're taking OBU get to loan them! pfft! but yes, seriously, we now have our own little big dreams we wanna achieve...and to even bring ourselves closer to that very end, we've got to make sure we do. well. now.

everyone's so freaking stressed up chasing dreams. at least i am, and i know huei-wen is too. but we can do this alright *how many times have we been telling ourselves this x)* sometimes, maybe it's not even much of a choice, we're already in it, what more can we do? we just gotta get it done. nicely.

then in Uni when i see some of my friends looking real tensed, i feel tensed also. tense moment much! there are times my mind wander off.. i kinda enjoy reminiscing the stuff we used to do together, feel passionate about, laugh at together, the things we have in common. but now this feeling that all those are gonna fade away, one day, is slowly creeping in and it's actually...quite a scary thought. not that i'm not happy with whatever's going on now, i just miss those old times. yeap, exactly those two words, "old times". they make me wanna smile :)

maybe it's the simplicity back then, maybe it's the different me back then, maybe..it's just maybe.

-this is not an emo post!