the last time we spoke was almost a month ago. and even that it was an extremely short conversation cuz i really didn't have the courage to continue on. don't you ever wonder how i'm doing anymore? why when i asked how're you, you didn't even bother asking me the same? is our friendship worth only that two words of reply? it's been a month but i still think about it. i still feel sad about it. can't help wondering why it all became like this. anyways, there's no use of me wondering about these to myself. hoping for this one day i'll get to talk to you in person nicely again to rekindle the closeness we once had. i really miss you.