Words that don't belong anywhere.

sometimes even i wonder to myself if it's all going to be worth it. then i realised it doesn't really matter, the outcome... whether it's worth it or not, whether it'll turn out like how i wish it could be isn't really that important after all, cause i know no matter what, i'll still give it a try. 

have been staring at that rectangle piece of yellow-coloured paper for a while now and what's running through my mind can't seem to be explicitly put into words. when i finally managed to gather enough courage to let you know everything that was on my mind, your replies weren't what i was hoping to see, neither what i expected. and the next day, everything was still the same as before. 

like how people say time heals, i guess the reverse is true too? time also kills. some things start to fade with time, and sometimes, these are things we can never get back once it's gone. 

if there comes this chance, i really hope to know how you felt, what were you thinking when you decided to let it all go and never look back. 

let's hope a night's sleep would tell me what's best to be written on that card for you.