woke up this morning feeling like i've barely slept, but i told myself today has got to be a good day because being sad can really be quite tiring sometimes. and reeeally i got so surprised by a text this morning saying "hello! i'm back and this is my temporary number". very naturally, the first person who crossed my mind was Cali (brr missing her too badly), even after i replied asking "who's baaack?", i was secretly expecting the mysterious person to be Cali. but who knew! It's Bitty! honestly, *EXCITES* just can't wait to see everyone again! but hey, if Bitty's back, does it mean one year has just gone by? :O why is everything moving on so quickly? *shivers* i don't want to leave Uni :'(
so that was the happy half of the day until qx called and the voice on the other side of the phone just didn't sound like the usual bubbly cheerful girl i know. another thing i never expected to hear. but i believe it'll be good, yes. i mean i want it to be good. it has to be good. you said you're stronger than i am, but i thought i was stronger than this too. i know you're very much like me, you know it too.
learning to expect less... to just go with the flow. whatever's meant to be, will be. with the condition that i have already given it the best i can!
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