the other day when i accidentally looked at you, my heart still skipped a beat. i like it how i still feel the same about you despite everything that has happened. don't quite know how to describe it, but it's very comforting to know that i'm actually still certain about how i felt and feel. it doesn't matter what's going to happen in the end... nobody would know what's going to happen anyways. it's just really tiring, emotionally, to be suppressing how i feel all the time, i don't want to be someone who is not myself either.
dear heart, i allow you to be free of how you want to feel okays. if you're ever feeling the pain again, i will let the tears fall to lessen your pain; but when you feel happy, i will be sure to reward you with smileys :) :)
and dear brain, please study hard okeh. you're not even trying your best yet. angry you ar..grr.
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