cannot sleep how? sometimes i'm glad there's this silent space here for me to scribble my thoughts whenever i find it hard to fall asleep *maybe i should try counting sheep one day x). been doing nothing much these couple of days other than sorting out some thoughts but it can be so tiring. emotionally tired haha. i wonder if there's ever like a bestest best way to handle things. is there a way i can possibly find out which action is best before i give it a try? i figured these feelings all grew out of fear, fearful that what i'm about to do would only make things more awkward than i want it to. then they start giving me a headache like literally headache that also comes with a tinge of heartache. if only simplicity could come by more easily. whatever it is, the things beyond my control, there's nothing i can do. i always fancy truthfulness in everything we do though. so i guess nothing can go too wrong if you're truthful enough, cause that's just...you. to feel sad or whatever is one thing, everything else around still goes on like normal, except i've learned to cope with it better. just wanna take whatever that happens with an open heart... i rather be happy! and my greedy wish of hoping that everyone will always be as happy as they can be. there'll definitely be times when the not-so-happy things are in our way, but what are they really? are we just thinking too much that we continue to get trapped in it? what's the way out then?
do you know it never fails to make me smile whenever i see you smile :)
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