Twenty fourteen now.

This life we only get to live once, is like an adventure out in the wild. We do not know exactly what is coming up, but at every crossroad we get to make a choice. A choice which would then indirectly determine the kind of journey we wish to travel.

Just the other day my younger sister mentioned to me she's keeping a diary and i thought hey, why not. And then i remembered my long abandoned scribbling space here :)

2013 has definitely been filled with lots of ups and downs and it felt like a big roller coaster ride. Many things have changed since then. Now, i am just really eager to find out how 2014's going to turn out to be.

Can't wait till chinese new year cus i finally get a break to go back to hometown and visit wai po. One more working day! jia you siew ming :D

Courage.

the courage to face changes and accept them as they are,
the courage to fight against changes we are reluctant to face,
the courage to be different and be the change itself,
the courage to actually put them words into solid plans and actions...

all it takes is how much you actually really want something,
if you want it bad enough, you'll master all the courage needed. somehow.

do you already know where you're heading to? what do you really want?

you're in this place where i once was and i hope these two months of internship would be a great experience for you. Day 1 and you already think i'd be a good sister. thank you for giving me that extra bit of positivity. 

tired. 

but i know you can be better than this, siew ming. 

Sky high.

i suddenly really just feel like watching the sky. morning sky, afternoon sky, night sky, any sky. just want to stare into the vast horizons and indulge myself in the spaciousness, just want to set my mind free...

why is it coming back to me so much lately? it's true that with time, only the good things still linger. 

keep going. 

how are you now?

Changes.

so many things are happening, so many changes. in a couple of months' time, how are things going to be like? how am i going to face the day you're leaving to a place so far away :( it's true, the more memories together, the harder to say goodbye. 

since when did i grow this fear towards future? stay strong and believe that you can do it. sometimes all you need to know is that everything will eventually be fine.