everything can feel like it's probable, as if you know how it's going to work out. we actually have no idea what's going to happen the next day, or even the next minute.


i therefore choose to appreciate what i've got at this moment. no clue what's going to happen when we finally talk about it, will things turn out fine?


i can only keep on holding onto the belief that what's meant to be, will be...

- i have faith in us.

"I love you can mean complete vulnerability. Maybe not right away but eventually you’ll begin to rely on this person. You’ll call for them when you’re sick and you’ll cry on them when someone dies and you’ll rely on them when exhaustion takes its toll. You’re dangerously close to becoming accustomed to their presence so the threat of their indefinite absence becomes overwhelming. It’s not that you couldn’t live without them. You could. You’ll just know that if it ever came to it, you wouldn’t want to. And that want can paralyze you if it isn’t reciprocated."

- with all that it takes, i still choose to love you. 

Where there's a will, there's a way. If one really wants to do something, one can.


I can do this *kickkickpunchpunch*






One way or another, life still has to go on... Make the most out of it.

for tonight, please allow me to cry. i am really not as strong as i think i am.

gotta give myself some time and think about what I really want to do with life. somehow it just doesn't feel right without any planning. if I'm not doing anything about it, I foresee myself stuck right where I am now for another two years plus. what am I going to get out of this? what do I really want to do with life?

Appreciation.

Halfway working and flashbacks of what happened today can't help making me feel like a happy kid, genuinely happy from the heart. The way you helped me look for a plug in the library cus my phone was dying and you knew i needed to reply messages, how you took my bag from my lap cus you thought it wasn't too comfortable for me to eat with a bag on my lap, how you didn't mind taking a longer way home cus i haven't seen the new Deloitte building yet, and when you drop me home you would always wait for me to open the door and enter the house before you leave... your thoughtfulness is really, very charming.